seanathon
Prayer Warrior
i have been experiencing alot of turmoil probably some kind of temptation because i have experienced resistance posting prayers on this computer and i am asking for helpa nd prayers for this family i ask because honestly this has been a tough experience for me and i am asking for protection and reminders of the christian self in me the loving kid who really needs to come back into focus anyway please help and also please pray that the prayer that my piano teacher said when i was struggling today would come today and help me to rest because i need to rest, i dont know what disbelief has been holding me in problems but i need help and please pray against whatever is trying to cause me to become angry discouraged, and or hopeless please pray for compassion to return to me and for humility because i admit that i have been really rude today, i also would ask that any love that was in song would remind me of what love is not only wokring to get me through this but that i could calm down and not even dwell on attacks, that i could completely ignore them and i would ask for normalcy to remedy this situation i ask that in jesus christs name that i would be able to simply calmly have a calm normal healing process that any negativity would not be able to come to this house nor anyone in it i am so tired may i not be the problem please pray for me i don t want to let negativity into this house and i fear it was my fault that this negativity came because of my bad attitude, but also i just would ask that whatever negativity is trying to hold me captive in fear and retalliation and that includes being stuck in disbelief honestly i ask that whatever ridiculous angry compulsion wouldsimply have no pulland i would turn away from whatever negativity because i never wanted this crud please pray that i could treat others with mercy and compassion and to treat myself to mercy and compassion because this angry stupid disbelief isnt who i was and isnt who i am and isnt who i want to be please pray against the tempest that tries to attack me, honestly i am so tired but you know what i know jesus forgives me, pleae pray as you know how for help and protection for my heart please pray against the idea of me having to go through suffering or anxiety or suffering please i ask how i cant get through this not only how but may i be carried through this i confess i am a sinner but please pray that i could be able to get help from the holy spirit that i would accept the holy spirit please pray i really feel confused and worry something is telling me that my life is a weapon please i cant take any more this has been a really tough day, i dont know but i would ask that you would help that help would allow me to be honest i am scared i am really scared and in pain, so i would just ask that you guys would somehow say a prayer
