lovemy
Disciple of Prayer
very difficult situations I am going thru and I feel as though God is teaching me a lesson. I repent and let flesh take over and sin again. I'm a single parent of four and two with autism. I am mentally drained and I have quit my job. My van broke down. I have no patience. I feel like because I let the flesh take over me and I sin God is punishing me. I've asked God to remove the person who helps me sin from my life because it's wrong in God's eyes. I feel like I'm encountering all the trials and tribulations because I didn't heed the word and follow the commandments. I need my van back more than ever. It's so hard to get kids to school and food shopping and Dr. appointments on the bus. I need prayers for my mini van to be fixed. I need prayers for strength and patience. I need prayers for strife to leave my home. I need prayers for my relationship with God to grow. To have me put on the breastplate of Him every morning. I can't explain how important it is for my vehicle to be fixed. My son throws fits and doesn't talk. We use pictures and sign language. He's 4. He doesn't like noises and large crowds. He gets very overwhelmed and screams and bites himself often while we are on the bus. Cabs are too expensive to take to all appointments and school. I go in detail hoping I can place people in my shoes. God didn't give me more than I can handle that I know. I am asking He help make it easier for me to care for these children. I have learned my lesson. In Jesus' name, amen.
