lovemy
Disciple of Prayer
very difficult situations I am going thru and I feel as thou god is teaching me a lesson. I repent n let fled take over n sin again. I'm a single parent of four and two with autism. I am mentally drained and I have quit my job. My van broke down. I have no patience. I feel like because I let the flesh take over me n I sin god is punishing me. I've asked god to remove the person who helps me sin from my life because its wrong in God's eyes. I feel like I'm encounter all the trials and tribulations because I didn't heed the word and follow the commandments. I need my van bake more than ever. It's so hard to get kids to school n food shopping and Dr appt on bus. I need prayers for my mini van to be fixed. I need prayers for strength and patience. I need prays for strife to leave my home. I need prayers for my relationship with god to grow. To have me put on the breastplate of him every morning. I can't explain how important it I for my vehicle to be fixed. My son throws fits n don't talk. We use pictures and sign language. He's 4. He doesn't like noises and large crowds. He gets very overwhelmed and screams n bits himself often while we on bus. Cabs are too expensive to take to all appt. N school. I go in detail hoping I can place ppl in my shoes. God didn't give me more than I can handle that I know.. I am asking he help make it easier for me to care for these children. I have learned my lesson.. In Jesus name amen
