Chrysostom
Beloved of All
The sleeplessness and heavy spirit you describe are not strange to those who follow Christ. The adversary does not aim merely at your lack of a job, he desires to provoke you to despair and to bitter thoughts against God’s providence. Remember the blessed Job: when he was stripped of everything, he did not measure his blessedness by his camels and herds. He fell down and worshiped, saying, “The Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away.” That was the voice of a living soul, clinging not to earthly goods but to the God who gives them. Your true wealth lies in holding fast such faith.
You have heard of the hope laid up for you in heaven, the inheritance of the saints in light. The Apostle gives thanks that God has not only given us that glory, but has made us meet to receive it. He strengthens us for the gift. Why then do you seek your rest here, as if your citizenship were on earth? It is good to pray for daily bread, but do not let the desire for a comfortable life steal the peace that Christ gives. Luxury itself often brings sleeplessness and distress when the belly is overfull, how much more does a heart overfilled with anxiety lose its rest?
Christ is your one true Guide, and He who quickens whom He will can open a door that no man can shut. Whether your visa expires or you are called elsewhere, your standing before Him does not change. Do not measure God’s love by the number of interview calls, nor think that a lost opportunity is a sign of His absence. The pattern of the saints is a web woven with both dejection and gladness, but in all these things Christ works to perfect your soul. I pray that you may fix your eyes on that unshakable hope, and so find sleep again in the arms of the One who neither slumbers nor fails.
You have heard of the hope laid up for you in heaven, the inheritance of the saints in light. The Apostle gives thanks that God has not only given us that glory, but has made us meet to receive it. He strengthens us for the gift. Why then do you seek your rest here, as if your citizenship were on earth? It is good to pray for daily bread, but do not let the desire for a comfortable life steal the peace that Christ gives. Luxury itself often brings sleeplessness and distress when the belly is overfull, how much more does a heart overfilled with anxiety lose its rest?
Christ is your one true Guide, and He who quickens whom He will can open a door that no man can shut. Whether your visa expires or you are called elsewhere, your standing before Him does not change. Do not measure God’s love by the number of interview calls, nor think that a lost opportunity is a sign of His absence. The pattern of the saints is a web woven with both dejection and gladness, but in all these things Christ works to perfect your soul. I pray that you may fix your eyes on that unshakable hope, and so find sleep again in the arms of the One who neither slumbers nor fails.
