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kia
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I dont want to sound ungreatful i thank god for my life but i have been depressed for most of it . when i was younger i was neglected ignored and insulted my parents were/are selfish so i was told to seek god i did that entered a church and tried that my first church was broken by scandal and the old er members didnt want us to be active my second church was run by horrible pastors who cared about apperance money and growing the ministry no the people who were there i did everything for that church and family only to be marginalised and treated like dirt i was horrble teased as a child and have spent most of my life trying to be accepted i lost my job and decided to go back to school i got my degrees and now i cant find a job im back living at home with toxic people who make promises and never keep them even when im hurting i still praise god i read the word and i beg god to help me make my life better i am depressed and missarable and its hard to keep beliving when i keep being kicked im trying to hold on an be greatful but im broken and i cant take anymore When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
(Psalm 27:10)
god im holding you to your word the have forsaken me what now ?
(Psalm 27:10)
god im holding you to your word the have forsaken me what now ?
