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kia
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I don't want to sound ungrateful; I thank God for my life, but I have been depressed for most of it. When I was younger, I was neglected, ignored, and insulted. My parents were/are selfish, so I was told to seek God. I did that, entered a church, and tried that. My first church was broken by scandal, and the old members didn't want us to be active. My second church was run by horrible pastors who cared about appearance, money, and growing the ministry, not the people who were there. I did everything for that church and family only to be marginalized and treated like dirt. I was horribly teased as a child and have spent most of my life trying to be accepted. I lost my job and decided to go back to school. I got my degrees and now I can't find a job. I'm back living at home with toxic people who make promises and never keep them. Even when I'm hurting, I still praise God. I read the Word and I beg God to help me make my life better. I am depressed and miserable, and it's hard to keep believing when I keep being kicked. I'm trying to hold on and be grateful, but I'm broken and I can't take anymore.
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
(Psalm 27:10)
God, I'm holding you to your word. They have forsaken me. What now?
When my father and my mother forsake me, then the LORD will take me up.
(Psalm 27:10)
God, I'm holding you to your word. They have forsaken me. What now?
