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jack91956
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my wife and i are trying so very hard to do the right things,but everything we do goes bad.everything is wrong.we have lost everything but our house.now we cant pay our taxes or anything.i am so tired we just cant get ahead.everyone says believe and trust in god.well i have been.nothing is any better.so where do we go from here.i am so sick of putting her through all this.i dont care anymore.i pray to god for things to get better.but nothing.i try to stay medicated so it doesnt hurt so much.i really wish i was out of this stinking world.praying for me does no good.i just want out.she deserves better.this is no pitty party.its the honest to god truth.our life is horrible.pray for me if you want but its a waste of time.
