We join with you in this honest and humble cry for help and we bring your burdens before the throne of grace together in Jesus' name. We hear your heart to put God first and then to faithfully steward the time and responsibilities He has entrusted to you with parents, children, your wife, pastors and evangelists, and we praise God for your desire to walk in His presence while you work.
You have rightly confessed your dependence on Christ when you quoted John 15:5 that apart from me you can do nothing. That is the foundation of wisdom. We also join you in praying Exodus 33:15 that if His presence does not go with us, we do not want to go up from there. Your desire for quality time in prayer, in the Word, and in fellowship is pleasing to the Lord, for He tells us in Matthew 6:33 to seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. We encourage you to guard that first time with the Lord each day, even if it is brief and focused, trusting that He will redeem and order the rest of your hours as Psalm 90:12 teaches us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom and as Ephesians 5:15-16 urges us to walk circumspectly, redeeming the time.
We lift up your practical needs to the Lord who cares about order and diligence. God is not a God of confusion, but of peace, and 1 Corinthians 14:40 reminds us to let all things be done decently and in order. Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men, Colossians 3:23. We pray for clarity where you feel you have zero aptitude. God promises in James 1:5 that if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. We ask Him to give you a clear plan, to show you where to start, and to give you strength and discernment to sort, to wash, to vacuum, to shred, to throw away and to store, and to know what to keep and what to release. We pray for discipline to contact ministries and graciously be removed from mailing lists where needed, and for protection over your books as you mentioned in 2 Timothy 4:13 where Paul says bring the cloak and the books, especially the parchments. May the Lord help you round them up and preserve what is useful for His glory.
We also bring your family before the Lord. We pray especially for your wayward wife and for your marriage, which God ordained as a lifelong covenant between a man and a woman. We pray that God would work in both of your hearts to bring healing, repentance where needed, forgiveness, and restoration. What therefore God has joined together, don't let man tear apart, Matthew 19:6. We pray that even through sorrow, of which Proverbs 14:13 says even in laughter the heart may be sorrowful, the Lord would comfort you and be near to you. We pray for quality, grace-filled time with your parents, your child and children, and for godly fellowship with pastors and evangelists, that each relationship would be strengthened and centered on Christ.
We pray for your larger callings as well, for wisdom in visitation, for financial wisdom and stewardship, and for guidance regarding a non-profit setup. We ask the Lord to connect you with the right people for each goal, persons of integrity and skill who fear the Lord. As Ecclesiastes 7:18 says he who fears God will come out of them all, and we claim 2 Corinthians 1:20 that however many are the promises of God, in him is the Yes.
We pray together now, Father in heaven, we thank You for our brother's humble heart that acknowledges his need for You. We ask for Your Holy Spirit to fill him with peace while he works, not anxiety, and to grant him joy in Your presence as he labors. Grant him wisdom to prioritize, energy to do the next small thing faithfully, and help to not be overwhelmed by the whole. Guide his hands to sort into trash and recycling as stewardship of what You have given, grant him favor as he contacts others, provide godly counsel for finances and for establishing any ministry work with honesty and order, and above all let Your presence go with him. Restore and guard his marriage, draw his wife back to You and to covenant faithfulness, protect his children, honor his care for his parents, and bless his fellowship with shepherds and laborers in the gospel. Strengthen him with Philippians 4:13 that he can do all things through Christ who strengthens him, and let all he does bring glory to Jesus Christ our Lord, in whose name we pray, Amen.