Time to let go greatly

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Beloved of All
WELL ITS A WRAP WITH ### ### ### FOR SURE THEY HAVE RIPPED MY SOUL SO MAMY TIMES IN MY WEDDING AIR WITH FIREWORKS FOR YEARS NOW WOW.. I DONT WANT TO EVER KNOW THEM AND MY DAUGHTER DEFINITELY RIPPED MY SOUL TONIGHT ON THIS ONE FIRST ### SCREAMING THRU MY SOUL FOR ### BUT TONIGHT USING MY OWN DAUGHTER AGAINST ME GREATLYYYYY WITH WEDDING AIR OF FIREWORKS ITS DO GREAT TO KILL ME WITH SOMEONE ELSE IN FIREWORKS..I SPEAK LIFE MY NEXT ONE HE WONT BE A EVIL ONE TOWARDS ME EVER OR TOXIC TOWARDS ME EVER HE WONT WANT TO EVEN PUT ME THRU ANYMORE ABUSE WITH WHAT I HAVE BEEN ENDURING WE DONT GO NEAR FIREWORKS GREATLY AS IT HAS BEEN USED TO RIP ME INTO PIECES DONT LOVE ME HATE ME JUST HAVE FIREWORKS WITH SOMEONE ELSE GREATLY ITS MAKE THDM SO HAPPY TO KILL GOD ALMIGHTY AND AND BEAUTY OF FAVOR LOVE AND GOOD BEAUTIFUL FREEDOM USE IT BACKWARDS THE GREATEST U CAN ITS SO EVIL GREATLYYY BY THE SHITE OF THE WORLD 🌎 TOWARDS ME LET THIS GAME END NOW SET MY DAUGHTER FREE FROM RIPPING ME INTO PIECES FOR NO REASON ESPECIALLY THRU FIREWORKS NOT AGAIN DEAR GOD NO MORE THIS HAS HAPPENED WAY TO MANY TIMES AS IT IS TO ME BY SATAN FOR YEARS NOW HE HAS USED ### ### ### LIKE A SPORT THRU FIREWORKS GO WITH SOMEONE ELSE ALWAYS LEAVE ME DONT EVER EVEN TREAT HER WITH ANY LOVE EVER AS IN EVER NOW FOR YEARS NOW IT IS OVERRRRRRRR F U SATANNNN I DONT EVER WANT TO HEAR SEE FIREWORKS EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE NOW F U SATAN THIS ISNT FUN GUNNY OR CUTE KARMA THIS HAS BERN HAPPOESY TO LONG JUDGEMENT JUSTICE ON SHO HURT MY CAT MY DAUGHTER AND THE FIREWORKS GAME AGAIN F U MAN LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE YOU BULLIES AND I DONT GET A DOG NOW THATS A TERRIBLE IDEA NOW THATS DEFINITELY OUT OF THE QUESTION MY HEART JUST GOT RIPPED BY THEM FOR THE LAST TIME JESUS LEAVE ME ALONE I DONT TRY TO HURT ANYONE OF U EVER WHY WONT YOU JUST STOP ATTACKING ME IS THAT FUN TO ATTACK ME SATAN F U SATAN GO TO HELLL ALL INVOLVED I DONT EVER WANT U NEAR ME EVER I DONT HAVE NO ONE NOW I REALLY DONT WANT TO SAVE FRIENDSHIP DEFINITELY NOT FIREWORKS ITS TO EVIL NOW FOR SURE F U SATAN I GET A NON TOXIC HUSBAND THAT WONT USE FIREWORKS OR MY OWN FAMILY AGAINST GREATLY OR BE SO JEALOUS OF ME HE HAS TO SCREAM THRU MY SOUL FOR ### GREATLY..THAT THE NEXT ONE WONT EVER APPROVE OF ME BEING RIPPED APART IN MY SOUL OR APPROVE OF ANYONE RIPPING MY OWN FAMILY APART ITS JUST TO EVIL WOW..F U SATAN I LET GO GREATLY AND STOP CRYING GREATLY AS IM DONE WITH THE FIREWORKS FOR GOOD NOW GREATLYYY I LET GO AND DONT KEEP THIS GARBAGE IN MY NEXT RELATIONSHIP I MOVE SOMEWHERE OUT OF USA BECAUSE IF THE FIREWORKS AND MY PHONE NOT WORKING NOT MAKING IT HERE IM FONE CRYING I ACCEPT I NEED TO LET GO GREATLY THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS..
 
We hear the deep anguish in your words, the raw pain of a soul that has been repeatedly wounded, by those you love, by circumstances that feel orchestrated to tear you apart, and by a spiritual battle that has left you feeling utterly alone. The fireworks, the betrayal, the sense of being used as a pawn in someone else’s cruel game, it all cuts so deeply. We stand with you in this moment, not to offer empty comfort, but to lift you before the throne of God, who sees every tear, hears every cry, and promises to bind up the brokenhearted.

First, we must address the spiritual warfare raging in your words. The enemy does seek to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and he delights in twisting love into pain, joy into sorrow, and celebration into torment. But Scripture is clear: "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 WEB). The anger, the cursing, the exhaustion, these are natural responses to deep hurt, but they also reveal the enemy’s foothold. We rebuke the spirit of division, bitterness, and torment in the name of Jesus Christ. We declare that no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we command every assignment of the enemy to unravel now. You are not abandoned. You are not forgotten. You are loved by the One who formed you in your mother’s womb (Psalm 139:13-14).

Yet we must also speak truth with love. The pain you feel from your daughter and others is real, but the call to "bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you" (Matthew 5:44 WEB) is not a suggestion, it is a command for those who follow Christ. This does not mean excusing abuse or pretending the hurt doesn’t exist. It means surrendering the right to vengeance and trusting God to be the righteous Judge (Romans 12:19). We pray for your daughter, that her heart would be softened, that any generational strongholds of division would be broken, and that she would come to know the love of Christ that casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).

Your mention of fireworks being used as a weapon against you is heartbreaking. Symbols of joy and celebration have been turned into triggers of trauma, and we grieve with you. But we also declare that God can redeem even this. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit" (Psalm 34:18 WEB). We pray that He would replace the sound of fireworks in your mind with the sound of His voice, whispering peace over your soul. We pray for a new beginning, free from the associations that have bound you.

You speak of wanting a husband who will not be toxic or jealous, who will not use your family against you. This is a godly desire! But we must caution you: no human being can fully heal the wounds of the past. Only Christ can do that. "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want" (Psalm 23:1 WEB). Before you seek a spouse, seek the One who promises to be your Husband (Isaiah 54:5), your Provider, and your Protector. A godly marriage is built on two people who are whole in Christ, not two broken people looking to each other for salvation. We pray that God would prepare you for the spouse He has for you, a man after His own heart, who will love you as Christ loves the Church (Ephesians 5:25), and who will stand with you against the schemes of the enemy.

Your words about leaving the USA and feeling like your phone is being tampered with suggest a sense of being trapped. While we do not dismiss the reality of spiritual attack, we encourage you to seek wise counsel, both spiritually and practically. Have you spoken with a pastor or trusted believer who can pray with you and help you discern God’s direction? "Where there is no counsel, the people fall; but in the multitude of counselors there is safety" (Proverbs 11:14 WEB). Isolation is one of the enemy’s greatest tools. You are not meant to walk this path alone.

And finally, we must address your cry to "Jesus" at the end of your message. We hear the exhaustion in your voice, the sense of being abandoned even by Him. But Jesus has not left you. He is the One who bore your griefs and carried your sorrows (Isaiah 53:4). He is the One who wept at the tomb of Lazarus, even though He knew He would raise him from the dead. He knows your pain. And He invites you: "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28 WEB). You do not have to carry this alone. Lay it at His feet. Let Him be your refuge.

We pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with a heavy heart on behalf of our sister. Lord, You see the depth of her pain, the betrayal, the rejection, the spiritual warfare that has left her feeling shattered. We ask You to bind up her broken heart and heal her wounds (Psalm 147:3). We rebuke every assignment of the enemy against her life, every lie that tells her she is alone or unlovable. We declare that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and that You have plans for her, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give her a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).

Lord, we pray for her daughter. Soften her heart, break any chains of bitterness or division, and let her see the love of Christ that surpasses all understanding. We pray for restoration in their relationship, not by human effort, but by Your divine intervention.

Father, we ask that You would prepare her for the godly spouse You have for her. Let him be a man who loves You first, who will cherish her as Christ cherishes the Church. Protect her from any relationship that would bring harm or further wounding. Give her wisdom and discernment as she navigates this season.

And Lord, we ask that You would replace the sound of fireworks in her mind with the sound of Your voice. Let her hear You say, "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore with loving kindness I have drawn you" (Jeremiah 31:3 WEB). Let her find her rest in You, her strength in You, and her hope in You.

We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the One who conquered sin and death, the One who is making all things new. Amen.

You are not alone. You are seen. And this battle is not yours to fight alone, it is the Lord’s. "The battle is the Lord’s" (1 Samuel 17:47 WEB). Keep pressing into Him. Keep crying out. And trust that He is working, even when you cannot see it.
 
We hear the rawness in your words, and we are so sorry for the pain that has been tearing at your soul. When those who should love you instead become a source of deep, repeated wounding, it can feel like the very life is being drained out of you. What you’re describing, being betrayed by family, enduring an unrelenting assault on your spirit, even feeling that something precious like fireworks has been twisted into a weapon against you, is a heavy load to carry alone. It makes perfect sense that you are exhausted and ready to let go.

It’s okay to step back and protect your heart. Letting go of relationships that consistently bring harm is not a failure; it is sometimes the bravest and most healing choice you can make. You are not required to keep offering yourself up to be torn apart. We also want to gently encourage you to lean on a wise, safe person in real life, whether that’s a counselor who understands trauma and spiritual attack, or a trusted pastor whose church is known for truly helping abuse survivors. You don’t have to sort through all of this noise by yourself, and outside perspective can be a lifeline as you rebuild.

We pray for you now:

Lord Jesus, you see this precious woman and you know every place she has been ripped open. Surround her with your tangible peace and protection tonight. Still the chaos that has screamed through her soul, and silence every lie that has been used against her. Give her the courage to let go of what cannot be fixed, and the wisdom to find safe, trustworthy support. We ask that you gently restore a sense of safety and dignity, and in your perfect timing, bring healthy, kind relationships that honor her and bring healing. In your strong name, Amen.
 
Lord Jesus please richly bless, protect and guide them. Please help them in accordance with your perfect will Father. Thank you and praise you. In your holy name I pray. Amen.
 
The arrows you describe, whizzing up from hell, entering the soul at prayer, at rest, at the most tender moment of family, this is the unmistakable mark of Satanic hindrance. It is not the natural course of thinking; it is intrusion, malice poured in torrents of filth when the soul would be still before God. To have one’s own daughter made a weapon, to have fireworks turned into a sport of torment, is to taste the cruel captivity of Egypt. But let it be said clearly: the enemy was moved by malice, yet God was working in love to your soul. The second agent sought ruin, but the Great First Cause works education and establishment.

That cry to let go is a whisper of deliverance, for deliverance comes when the Lamb is slain. Pharaoh held Israel through all the plagues, but he could not go beyond a certain point. The blood of Jesus is that point. The ransom has been found. The pit you fear, you have been down it, and perhaps will taste its dust again, but you are not abandoned there. The Sun of Righteousness rises with healing beneath His wings on souls in the midnight of despair. Blessed be God, there is a sure and certain hope for those who go down, for out of that grave the soul shall arise at the sounding of the last trumpet.

Yet take care not to let the tempter’s next arrow find its mark. That dark thought which crosses the soul, whispering, “God has forsaken thee; He will never accept thee again; thy cries are wasted”, that is the most Satanic suggestion of all. Were half the breath vainly spent on recounting woes to heaven in supplication sent, our cheerful song would oftener be, “Hear what the Lord hath done for me.” Go to the throne of grace. Do not go to neighbors or friends for the peace only God can give. There is healing in Christ Jesus for all diseases of the soul. If the sinner does but come to Jesus, he shall find no stint in Jesus’ healing power. The pardoned one shall not need to say, “I am sick,” for forgiveness brings the healing medicine.

Now, after this deliverance, what is your conduct to be? “I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord.” The much-tried Christian has great wonders to declare. These are chiefly the works of the Lord, for they that go down to the sea in ships, that do business in great waters, these see the works of the Lord and His wonders in the deep. When rescued, the saints of God are sure to sing, “My soul doth magnify the Lord.” This done, they make a further dedication of themselves to their delivering God. With whole soul praise delivering grace. Consecrate yourself anew. Let expressive silence, where words fail, mean the praise you cannot sound forth. And then go down to the gates, go forth to war. If you have escaped from the jaw of the lion and the paw of the bear, now seek to tear others from his power.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
The storms of this present life have beaten against you, and the enemy has used even those close to you to wound your spirit. I hear the cry of a soul that has been pierced through many times, and I do not make light of your pain. But now, in your anguish, do not let the sun go down upon this wrath, nor give a foothold to the evil one by returning curse for curse. For he who reviles and is irritated does not wound his enemy so much as he slaughters his own soul upon the altar of anger. That is a sacrifice God never requires.

You have spoken of fireworks used as a weapon against you, and of your own daughter being turned against your heart. This is indeed the work of the devil, who hates mankind and seeks to destroy families through bitterness and strife. Yet the true weapon against such darkness is not a loud cry for vengeance but the quiet, persistent weapon of prayer, offered early, offered late, with one accord in the secret upper room of your heart. Do not say you have no need of the prayers of others because you are alert yourself; even the holy apostles begged the church to pray earnestly for them. But the help of others profits nothing if you yourself sleep in resentment. Wake up, then, and rouse yourself!

You have asked for a husband who is not toxic, who will not use your own household against you. This is a lawful desire, but take care that you do not carry this garbage of unforgiveness into your next season. Let the blood of Jesus, which you called upon, first wash your own soul clean of these many wounds. His grace touches the very soul and plucks up sin by the root. If you cling to the venom, you remain impure; but if you forgive from the heart, even though they never ask, your soul can become purer than the sunbeams. That is the freedom you long for, more than any change of geography.

To let go greatly is not merely to stop crying or to flee the country. It is to set your daughter free by your own release of the debt you feel owed. It is to hand the evildoers over to the righteous Judge, who says, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay.” It is to believe that God can restore the years the locusts have eaten. Do not meditate on the injury day and night, for that corrupts the flesh and wastes the soul. Instead, meditate on God’s law and His promises. The affairs of every day are a fight; you need arms, and prayer is that great weapon. Go forth into your day having first made God propitious by supplication, and you will laugh to scorn the enemy’s schemes.

The enemy would love nothing more than for you to speak death over your own future with your own lips. You spoke life over your next one; then seal that word by speaking no more curses over those who have hurt you. Bless and do not curse. This is the hard command of the Gospel, but it is the only path to true healing. Let the altar of your heart be for the sweet incense of prayer, not the slaughter of your spirit through rage. Christ has prayed for you that your faith may not fail. Now strengthen your brethren and yourself by clinging to that unfailing prayer.
 
Your soul is precious to God, far more than the whole world, and He sees the torment you have endured. When others have used fireworks, family, and every weapon of hatred to tear you apart, it is not unnoticed. The enemy has exploited your love and your relationships to wound you again and again. But the Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and He does not abandon those crushed in spirit.

You have cried out for it to end, and that cry reaches heaven. The blood of Jesus already declares your freedom. The vicious cycles, the manipulation, the feeling that your own daughter has been turned against you, none of this escapes His sight. He will be the judge. Vengeance belongs to Him, and He will repay. Your part now is to let go of that weight, because holding onto bitterness will only keep the pain alive inside you. It does not punish them; it punishes you.

David faced enemies who hounded him for years, people who repaid his good with evil, even using his own family as bait. Yet he refused to take matters into his own hands. He inquired of the Lord at every step, where to go, whether to fight, whether to stay. He trusted the outcome to God. That is where your freedom lies. Instead of letting the past define your next relationship or your future, bring your desires to God. Lay out your request for a husband who is gentle, faithful, and never toxic. God knows what you need.

You said you want to move, to escape the fireworks and the phone that fails you. That may be wise, but let the Lord direct your steps. He led David to Hebron; He will lead you to the place of safety and peace He has prepared. You do not have to carry the trauma into that new season. Jesus healed multitudes of every disease and oppression, and He can heal the wounds of your soul. The same authority that commanded demons to leave will quiet the accusations and the memories that scream at you.

The fiery darts of the enemy are real, but you can release them to God. You said you speak life over the next one, keep speaking that in line with God’s promises. Refuse to let the abuse make you bitter or fearful. It may feel like your soul has been poured out, like the gates of your life are desolate, but the Lord is the restorer of the breach. He can comfort you as no one else can. In the quiet, in the place of just waiting on Him, He will rebuild what has been torn down.

Turn your cries into prayerful inquiry: “Lord, where do I go from here? Show me the next step.” He will answer. And as you walk forward, leave the fireworks, the betrayal, and the pain at the cross. They have no claim on you. You are a daughter of the King, and your future is not a repeat of your past. Let your soul find rest in Him, and watch Him do what only He can do.
 

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