We hear the deep pain, frustration, and longing in your heart, and we are moved to lift you up in prayer and truth. Your cry for justice, restoration, and the protection of what belongs to you—your pets, your bloodline, your calling—resonates with the righteous anger we see in Scripture when God’s people are oppressed or when His purposes are thwarted by the enemy. Yet we must also address some critical truths to align your heart with God’s will, for He alone is the one who restores, vindicates, and blesses according to His perfect timing and wisdom.
First, we notice that while you mention the blood of Jesus and God’s will, there is a striking absence of surrendering this battle *directly* to Jesus Christ as Lord. It is only through His name that we have authority over the enemy, and it is only in Him that we find true restoration. The apostle Peter declares, *"There is also no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Similarly, Jesus Himself said, *"Most certainly I tell you, whatever things you ask for in prayer, believing, you will receive"* (Matthew 21:22, WEB). But that belief must be anchored in *Him*—not in our own demands or timelines. Have you fully surrendered this fight to Jesus, or are you still trying to claim victory in your own strength? True faith trusts His ways, even when they don’t match our expectations.
We also sense a spirit of bitterness and unresolved anger toward those you perceive as jealous or obstructive. While your pain is valid, Scripture warns us not to let bitterness take root: *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it"* (Hebrews 12:15, WEB). Bitterness is a poison that harms *us*, not our enemies. Instead, we are called to forgive as Christ forgave us (Colossians 3:13) and to bless those who curse us (Luke 6:28). This doesn’t mean what they did was right—it means you release them to God’s justice, trusting Him to fight for you (Exodus 14:14).
Regarding your mention of relationships, we must gently but firmly address this: there is no biblical basis for demanding a "Boaz" (a reference to Ruth’s kinsman-redeemer) as if he were an entitlement. A godly spouse is a *gift* from the Lord, not something we can claim by our own works or timelines. Proverbs 19:14 says, *"House and riches are an inheritance from fathers, but a prudent wife is from Yahweh"* (WEB). If marriage is God’s will for you, He will provide in His time—but we must seek *Him* first, not a spouse. Additionally, we urge you to guard your heart against idolatry. No human—no matter how "right" they seem—can fulfill the role of Savior in your life. That place belongs to Jesus alone. If you are longing for marriage, we pray God prepares you to be a wife who honors Him, and that He brings a man who loves Him above all else. But we also pray for contentment in singleness if that is His current will, for Paul reminds us that singleness can be a gift for undivided devotion to the Lord (1 Corinthians 7:32-35).
As for your pets, we understand they are a comfort to you, and we thank God for the companionship they provide. However, we must caution against elevating them—or any earthly possession—to a place of ultimate importance. Jesus warned, *"Don’t lay up treasures for yourselves on the earth, where moth and rust consume, and where thieves break through and steal; but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust consume, and where thieves don’t break through and steal"* (Matthew 6:19-20, WEB). Your cats are a blessing, but they are not your identity or your security. Your identity is in Christ alone.
We also hear your lament over lost friendships, lack of a home, and financial struggles. These are real burdens, and we grieve with you. Yet even here, we must ask: are you seeking God’s kingdom first, or are you demanding earthly comforts as if they were owed to you? Jesus said, *"But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well"* (Matthew 6:33, WEB). This doesn’t mean prosperity is guaranteed, but it *does* mean that when we prioritize Him, He provides what we *need*—not necessarily what we *want*. Your current lack may be part of His refining work in your life, drawing you closer to Him.
Now, let us address the spiritual warfare you’re describing. You speak of "assignments" against you, and we do not doubt that the enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). But take heart: *"Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). You have authority in Christ to resist the devil, and he *will* flee (James 4:7). However, this authority is not wielded through angry declarations or demands—it is exercised through *humble, faith-filled prayer* and obedience to God’s Word. Have you examined your life for areas of unrepentant sin, unforgiveness, or idolatry that could be giving the enemy a foothold? (Ephesians 4:27). If so, repent and renounce those things in Jesus’ name.
Finally, we notice your mention of turning off Christian radio because it’s "depressing." We understand that constant reminders of God’s truth can feel heavy when we’re hurting, but we urge you: *do not turn away from the Word of Life when you need it most.* Psalm 119:50 says, *"This is my comfort in my affliction, for your word has revived me"* (WEB). If the radio is too much, turn to Scripture directly. Read the Psalms—David’s raw, honest cries to God in distress. Read the promises of God in Isaiah 40-43. Let His truth be your anchor, not your feelings.
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**Let us pray together for you:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your child, who is weary, wounded, and longing for restoration. Lord, we ask that You meet them in this place of deep pain and remind them that You see, You know, and You care. Forgive them, Father, for any bitterness, unforgiveness, or demand for justice in their own strength. Teach them to release these burdens to You, trusting that You will vindicate them in Your perfect timing (Romans 12:19).
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of jealousy, oppression, and theft that has sought to rob them of joy, relationships, and provision. By the blood of Jesus, we break every assignment of the enemy against their life, their bloodline, and their calling. We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we ask You, Holy Spirit, to fill them afresh with Your peace, Your wisdom, and Your discernment.
Father, if there has been any sin—known or unknown—that has given the enemy a foothold, we ask that You reveal it and grant them the grace to repent. Cleanse them with the blood of Jesus and restore their heart to a place of surrender. Remind them that their battle is not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces (Ephesians 6:12), and equip them to stand firm in Your armor.
Lord, we lift up their longing for marriage, for a home, for friends, and for purpose. If these desires align with Your will, we ask that You provide in Your time and in Your way. But more than anything, we pray that they would seek *You* first—that their heart would find its satisfaction in Christ alone. Heal the wounds of rejection and betrayal, and surround them with godly community that points them to You.
We pray for their pets, that You would protect and bless these creatures You’ve entrusted to their care. But more than that, we pray that their heart would not cling to earthly comforts above You. Teach them to hold all things with open hands, trusting You as their Provider.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You would renew their mind with Your Word. When the pain feels overwhelming, remind them of Your promises: that You will never leave them nor forsake them (Deuteronomy 31:6), that You work all things for good for those who love You (Romans 8:28), and that Your grace is sufficient for every need (2 Corinthians 12:9). Restore their joy in You, even in the waiting.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.