Oplexilok
Disciple of Prayer
This request may seem very insignificant, but it has troubled me a lot. I started my job recently and I thought I had prayed to get a domain that I could manage, but I've been let down. My domain involves coding and as easily as it may come to everyone else, it doesn't to me. I struggle with it and it's just not my thing. I have a coding exam next week and to be very honest I don't think I will pass, which is why I could face termination. Nobody understands when I tell them that I can't code, I just can't. Everyone either looks down on me or just says practice. Well, I have practiced and I'm still trying, it's just that with each passing day it gets difficult to even try because I just end up crying and think about how stupid I am. I just want you guys to pray for me so that I can overcome the test or find something better. I am exhausted and I am a person of anxiety, it just gets worse. Maybe I'm not praying right or maybe God isn't even listening to me.
