Anonymous
Beloved of All
The weekend is coming, and I don't like it. I don't have much to occupy my time on the weekends, and my mind wanders. I pray for my future, and on the weekends, I have time to think about her, and I start to miss her. I imagine us doing all the things we love together. Playing together, working together, laughing together, and crying together. The more I think of these, the more I long for them to become reality, and the more depressed I feel about her not being here with me. I try to pretend she is with me, here playing out favorite video games together, dancing, swimming, hunting, fishing, going to the beach to watch the sunset together. I miss her so much, yet I have never met her. Father, I feel that I have been fooled by people who play with my feelings. I wish you would open someone's eyes to see that I am not a stupid guy looking for cheap thrills. No, I want to meet my best friend, and I want to marry her, and have a happy life with her. But rather, these things seem so distant and unachievable. It depresses me. Father, where is she? I want to see her. Please help me find her. I need her, Father. I pray this in Jesus' name, Amen.
