Anonymous
Beloved of All
The weekend is coming, and I don't like it. I don't have much to ocupie my time in the weekends a my mind wanders. I pray for my future, and on the weekends, I have time to think about her, and I start to miss her. I imagine us doing all the things we love togeather. Playing togeather, working togeather, laughing together, and crying togeather. The more I think of these the more I long for them to become reality, and the more depressed I feel about her not being here with me. I try to pretend she is with me, here playing out favorite video games togeather, dancing, swimming, hunting, fishing, going to the beach to watch the sunset togeather. I miss her so much, yet I have never met her. Father I feel that I have been fooled by people who play with my feelings. I wish you would open some ones eyes to see, that I am not a stupid guy looking for cheep thrills. No, I want to meet my best friend, and I want to marry her, and have a happy life with her. But Rather these things seem so distant and unachieavble. It depresses me. Father where is she? I want to see her. Please help me find her. I need her Father. I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.


