The Thing That Hurts The Most:

[babydoll]

Dear God,

You know whats been bothering me and making me weep continously this week.I couldnt bring myself to share it on here because it hurt but today i will.You know i had to flee that home in india and the person who purposely assaulted me so that i would leave.That person did that in the presence of my mum and dad and should never have happened because they had noright.What hurt me and has permanantly scarred me is thatmy dad didnt reach out and slap him, as any other dad wpuld have done if a male esp an idiot like this one was assaulting his daughter, but my dad not only didnt deal with him but actually stayed in that house after i fled.It hurts that he did this-i stood in that home with noone to protect me i thought my dad would and he should have.He didnt even apologise or reassure me that he wouldnt do this again.

For what i suffered i want the person severely punished, because i will not stop hurting until he is.What i expected my dad to do, i want Judge Jesus to do-and just for my sake and my health i would love it if he would do it even tonight.I do not want abusers getting away, the boys mother didnt discipine him either and when a male is assaulting a girl he should never get away with it no matter who he is and vise versa.I have realised that justice is what i watn from God tonight, i have drastically lost weight i am on 36 kg now and i weep all day, and stopped eating meals.God should not have stood there and let me get abused on a holiday and i was sickly too.People ask God for wealth and ridiculously stupid things i on the other hand have asjed for something that is very logical and something that if the stories of punishment in the bible are anything to go by, very mild.If God has one loving thought towards me he can even walk in and slap the assaulter and let him know nobody abuses his girl and gests away with it.I need this from my daddy God i do not want that person free another day.And only someone who has gone through what i have gone through will know how serious my prayer is.Put it this way i will pay God for thumping this beggar-if He does it the fact thgat my dad didnt protect me will be easier to bear.

I cannot bear anymore, and i do not want to starve yself to death or commit suicide i ask God, that you do not delay your justice its been too long its really stupid that you allowed this-deal to this person in such away he never forgets this.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[ARABINDOW]

yOU GIVE ROOM FOR OTHERS TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR WEAKNESS AND BLAME OTHERS ONCE THE THINGS GO AGAINST YOU.DEAR, BE CAREFUL MAA, I PRAYED IN JESUS NAME. AMEN.

 

[Mandy]

Father I place the prayers of babydoll at the foot of your altar .I know that your will be done .Father at this time I prayer that she will start eating and stop sorrowing as if there is no hope .Lord give your guarding angels charge to watch over her .I know in time all persons who cause your children to suffer will be brought to justice before you .Father in your mercy accept these prayers in the name of your son Jesus or mediator and savior Amen .

 

[Tim]

Dear Lord i pray for babydoll. I ask you to place a hedge of protection around her. and guide and bless her. In Jesus name AMEN

 

[babydoll]

Arabindow-please do not post like this?You do not even know who I am and you write as if you were there when all this happende to me.Nobody gave anybody room, and Yes, I blame the people who did the abusing.If you have something troubling you take that to God, but do not sit on here on post on the wall of someone who you can neither sympathise with nor pray for.it is a very silly thing to do-if you have nothing helpful to say then please keep away.That is unhelpful and nasty commenting-you must be very sad.Shame on you for saying such stupid things to someone you do not even know.May God deal with you.