The prayers that I ask for seem so enormous but I know they are no bigger than anyone else's. My worries and depression have become so much bigger than I can handle. I had an obligation for tomorrow and I just can't follow through. No matter how bad I feel I honor my obligations but I am just so mentally tired and I need rest. I pray the people I was to help aren't upset with me ....I'm just too tired. I have been so negative lately and that is not who I want to be.....I just want to feel better.
