(This is rather long; but, longer still, has been the experience - 7 years. It’s time to wipe the slate clean.)
It’s OK. I get it. But, I can neither repent nor apologize for answering my call according to God’s stipulations; for it was when I initially sought to be “NICE” in messaging, speaking in innuendo and parable, that God set me in the wide-open place of desolation.
Please don’t misunderstand, while nice is a four-letter word, there is nothing derogatory about it, in it’s original intended state. But, we, as God’s disciples, who are called according to His purpose, though harmless as doves, must also be wise as serpents. “NICE” can be persuasive, seductive, and, unfortunately, at times deceptive. Sometimes when man’s rebellion tramples over our dovelike niceness, even to lure us into his agenda of sin; a more stern order is then given. Therefore, I must be about my Father’s business, according to His stipulations:
Isaiah 58:1 Cry aloud, SPARE NOT, lift up thy voice like a trumpet, and shew my people their transgression, and the house of Jacob their sins.
Note: I used to wonder why God said, “shew my people;” but, one of the devil’s devices used to entrap us sin, is blindness, and sometimes when we see our sin, even in writing, it tends to resonate deeper, thereby convicting us to change.
Sin, is Negative; sin is Disrespectful; and sin is “Out of Order,” particularly, in “The House of The Lord.” The evidence of ungodliness in the, untested spirit of “NICE,” is sin. When the body of Christ seeks to uphold nice, as a spiritual virtue, void of truth, Christ then, is crucified of flesh. Niceness, should never be esteemed, as tolerance for sin. When misguided by lust, niceness, leads to seduction, then seduction leads to fornication/adultery [James 1:15]. Along with blasphemy, God often admonishes against the sins of idolatry and adultery, as particularly relating to men of God. Kindness, is a virtuous fruit of the Holy Spirit; which unlike niceness, cannot hide sin; but rather, in love, speaks truth in the face of sin. Kindness, embodies both LOVE and TRUTH, through which we are set free. Therefore . . .
1 Peter 2:16 Live as free people, but do not use your freedom to cover-up for evil; live as God’s slaves.
(i.e. live as slaves to LOVE and TRUTH, for God is LOVE and TRUTH)
The Church at Houston
(i.e. live as slaves to LOVE and TRUTH, for God is LOVE and TRUTH)
The Church at Houston
Part of what makes the business of the church, in Houston, my business, is that God made it my business by placing me there in response to the prayer I prayed in 2010: “Here am I, send me.” I had no idea where God was going to send me. I had never even been to that church before. But, likewise, that which was out of order, long before I got there, was the reason I was sent there. For these reasons, and all that transpired while there, including the blatant sin that besieged them, after I left, along with the denial that ensued, I can say, with confidence: “He sent me.” And, not only that but, also because the perpetrators therein, unwittingly fulfilled prophecy, which included me in their business: First with name-calling from the pulpit, at the assumption of wrongdoing by me, based on false testimonies from my enemies; even as they themselves were turning God’s house into the likes of “Sodom and Gomorrah.” Secondly, they included me in their business by pushing me out, without just cause, in an attempt offer me up for, sacrificial rebuke, over a few stolen pages of an unfinished book, while hiding the truth of their own adulterous ways: “I hate robbery for burnt offering.”
Sin, in the church, reduces God’s House to a house of ill-repute. That’s God’s business, and therefore the business of whomever He calls to sound the alarm. For it is written; “Mine house shall be called an house of prayer for all people.” [Whew !!! Ain’t God good?! That’s a rhetorical question. I love Him so much].
I am aware that many, in the church, particularly, are tired of my “rants,” as they choose to inaccurately label the message of truth, given of God. But, like God, I too am tired of the blatant hypocrisy in the church. God is wearied over the church’s regard for nice (lukewarm), at the expense and total disregard for the TRUTH. For these speak peace to their neighbor, but there is mischief (sin) in their hearts, the kind of which pagans don’t even commit. Like the chief priests and scribes, many among the hierarchy, in the church, take offence, and displeasure at my out-crying, saying that I’m negative, disrespectful, and out of order. But, I submit to you that it is they, who are out of order, in their apathetic dissemination of the gospel. Thus, like the child in this video, God is “TIRED OF THE CHURCH.” For Jesus said “Out the mouth of babes and sucklings, thou hast perfected praise.” God’s children must cry out for spiritual healing, through TRUTH, without which, our worship is naught. While I don’t condone disrespect on any level, especially, in God’s House; as disrespectful and humorous as this child’s language seems to be, I believe, that God, once again, is graciously, trying to warn a rebellious people. Just because one’s lips aren’t dripping with honey, doesn’t mean they don’t love God, or the brethren. I love all of you, even my enemies, because God first loved you. In fact, rather than be an accomplice, in hiding your sin, I love you enough to tell you the truth. Love, (not “nice”), covers, (not “hides”), a multitude of sin. So then,
Galations 4:16 Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth?
I pray not. Nevertheless.
I pray not. Nevertheless.
Unto those, in the church, who have sought to label me Jezebel, and antichrist, among other insulting names, let me remind you: (1) Jezebel was that self-proclaimed prophetess, whose nice, seductive words were used, and received, to seduce and commit adultery with the men of God; not so of me. Just for the record, I was then, and remain now, unapologetically, celibate. So be it that, God, having known that, as He knows all truth, retracted His anger toward me. Howbeit, through her counsel, the lips of that strange woman drop as an honeycomb, and her mouth is smoother than oil: But her end is bitter as wormwood. For this reason, so as not to partake in her plagues (with an “s”), God admonishes, “Go forth of her.” Whose counsel did that church in Houston receive? It certainly wasn’t mine. No, those church folks crossed to the other side, as I lay suffering, on the streets of Houston, a suffering which they now openly mock. Even after God had said, in 2015, when He first lifted me up off the streets, “Enough.” And, even as I sat before them, on the second-row pew, with my back pack and suitcase in tow did they, disregard, bellowing out from the pulpit “Work with what you got!” I was God’s representative for “the least of these,” - homeless; therefore, I had nothing with which to work; yet this was the empathy shown toward me. Is there none in the church at Houston, who will stand up for God, quenching not the Holy Spirit, to Tell the truth? (2) unto to those who persist in calling me antichrist: certainly, there will be many antichrists. These are those who, deny God and Jesus, as the Christ and Son of the Living God, espousing their own form of counsel, which ultimately leads God’s people away from Him, into sin. If you want to be completely scripturally accurate, “the antichrist,” who comes as a man, after the rapture, is one of European descent; which actually makes sense, being that he will be one of great world power. No disrespect intended; but, take a look around The UN. Check the scriptures; it’s in there. I don’t think I have ever, knowingly, mislabeled any of God’s people, but if I have, not only does the same advocate who intercedes on their behalves, intercede on mine; moreover, I repent, apologize, and beg God’s and man’s forgiveness. In Jesus name. Amen.
Yet, if indeed, you believe that I am overtaken in a fault; where then, is the restoration?
(You just can’t get around that double-edged sword)
(You just can’t get around that double-edged sword)
Be the blessing
Recommended Reading: Genesis 1:1 – Revelations 22:20
If you’re going try to, pervert God’s Word to mislabel others, at least know the whole Word. For He cometh quickly. The purpose of this and that which is to come, is not to expose, but rather to acknowledge all that I have heard and seen of God’s might, in this assignment
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