JaNyahLove
Disciple of Prayer
the love of my life and i have known each other for like 5-7 years and we've been through so much with each other. when we got together as a couple the first time.. we were inlove but i guess we weren't that much inlove with each other. so in june of 2012 we got back together and he just recently broke up with me in march of 2013. i call his stepfather my father-n-law, but since we're not together i call his stepfather my father or daddy. i went over to his stepfathers house and he was over there. he told me how much he missed me and how much he still loved me so i took him back, but he also had a girlfriend. (this happened april 20th 2013) i had told him i'll take him back but he had to break up with his girlfriend and he said that he knows that. so last saturday (april 27th 2013) we were spending time together all day that day. so later on that night me and him at an argument, the argument was about how we were going to show eachother how much we love eachother, but we were laughing and stuff because i didn't want us to just be mad at each other... his cousin was in a accident on that day and she died so i didn't want to make him mad and make his night terrible. i wrote him a letter and he asked me to read it to him but i was nervous to read it to him so he read it. after he read it was told me that he wanted to be with me for many many many years and that he wants to be with me and that i didn't know how much he loves me. on sunday (april 28th, 2013) he told me that we had to put our relationship on hold until he leaves his girlfriend. then he told her that he wants her. but i think he is confused about who he really wants because he is inlove with me but he chose her and i don't want her to end up cheating him and hurting him. i want him to be with me so i can show him who really loves him. i cry all the time... i barely eat, i sleep alot, i'm very depressed. i need him in my life and i love him more than any other female he has ever been with. he has my heart and i told him that. all i want is for us to be together. can yall pray for us please :'( i need my baby in my life... i miss him so much... when i'm not with him everything is wrong with me but when i'm with him my life is different .. i feel like a queen and that he loves me and cares for me when i feel that no one else does. please pray that we can be together again as a couple... please :'(