That there's a reason

[Shonallia]

My beautiful ex-wife of eleven years and mother of my 2 amazing children left me for my children's soccer coach. They moved in together and now my children live with them. During the divorce, I spoke nothing ill of her. The judge told me how I'm stupid and pathetic and told me I would pay child support because my ex-wife quit her job. I sold my home and stopped my hobbies. I moved into a townhome I can barely afford. She got to keep her SUV and I still pay for it on top of the child support. I'm grateful every day that she's an amazing mother and gave me 2 beautiful kids. My family is very supportive, but support doesn't fill the gaping hole of going home to an empty home where my kids' beds are empty. I want out of this, but I would never put my children in a state where they knew their father gave up and took his own life. Never to see them again or see me again would not solve anything. I keep questioning and wondering if and when God will give me the answer or show me a sign of why this is where I ended up. I can't blame anyone but myself and yet I don't have an answer of what I did to deserve this. It's been 2 years and countless dates with mean women that I gave up looking for someone else. I dove into work because I can't afford any hobbies, gas, dinners, or groceries to fill the time.

What is this.....life?

 

[Daoranris]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sandy79]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.

Prayer Focus: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me and all those I love and care about to accept the gift of salvation through Christ Jesus. Save us all Lord Jesus. Bless us with love, power, a sound mind, and excellent health. Bless us with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding. Bless us with joy, peace, and strength. Bless us with Your protection, prosperity, and success in Christ Jesus. God rain down blessings from heaven and the favor of God upon each of our lives. God let each of us experience You at an increasingly profound and personal level like never before as we seek Your face, embrace, and surrender to Your will. Let each of us be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle we each live. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer and all those who truly want Your best for me. God Thank You. Thank You. Thank You, Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[EnricoLange]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[A C / A O]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Uskuse]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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