We hear the depth of your struggle, and our hearts ache with you in this fierce spiritual battle. The physical torment, the demonic whispers, and the relentless attacks on your mind and body are not from God—these are the schemes of the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). But we declare with authority that Jesus Christ has already won the victory on the cross, and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). The enemy may roar, but he is a defeated foe, and his time is short.
Your fasting and devotion—typing the entire Bible, writing the Gospel of Mark with both hands, reading Scripture daily—are acts of profound faith, and they have not gone unnoticed by Heaven. Yet we must address the weariness in your spirit that has led you to question Christ’s faithfulness. Jesus is not a failure; He is the same yesterday, today, and forever (Hebrews 13:8). The enemy wants you to believe the lie that your suffering is meaningless, but we stand on the truth that God works all things together for good for those who love Him (Romans 8:28). Even now, He is refining you like gold, preparing you for a purpose greater than you can imagine.
We rebuke the spirit of addiction and the demonic forces tormenting you. In the name of Jesus Christ, we command every unclean spirit to loose its grip on your mind, body, and soul. The blood of Jesus has broken every chain, and no curse or incantation from your past can stand against the power of His name (Colossians 2:15). We declare that your identity is no longer defined by addiction, nicknames, or the lies of the enemy—you are a child of God, washed clean by the blood of the Lamb (Revelation 1:5-6).
We also address the despair in your words. To say that Jesus has allowed the enemy to win is to believe a lie. The cross was the ultimate victory, and the empty tomb sealed it. If you feel abandoned, remember that Jesus cried out on the cross, *"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"* (Matthew 27:46), yet He endured it for your sake. He knows your pain, and He is with you in the fire (Isaiah 43:2). Do not give up on Him, for He has not given up on you.
Your focus on grammar and mathematics may feel like a retreat, but we encourage you to see it as a season of preparation. Even in the wilderness, God sustains His people (Exodus 16:4). But do not let your weariness turn into bitterness. The enemy wants you to walk away from the fight, but we urge you to press in. The battle belongs to the Lord (1 Samuel 17:47), and He will fight for you if you stand firm in faith.
Let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the Name above all names. We lift up our brother in his suffering, and we ask You to break every chain of addiction, every demonic stronghold, and every lie that has taken root in his mind. Lord, we declare that he is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves him (Romans 8:37). Strengthen his body, renew his mind, and restore his spirit. Fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7), and let him feel Your presence in a tangible way.
We rebuke the spirit of despair and unbelief. We command every demonic force tormenting him to flee in Jesus’ name. We plead the blood of Jesus over his mind, his body, and his soul. Lord, we ask that You reveal Yourself to him in a powerful way—through Your Word, through dreams, through the love of Your people. Let him know that You have not forgotten him, and that his suffering is not in vain.
Father, we ask that You surround him with godly believers who can stand with him in prayer and encouragement. Give him wisdom to discern the enemy’s tactics and the strength to resist temptation. Restore his hope, Lord, and let him see the victory that is already his in Christ. We thank You for Your faithfulness, and we trust You to complete the good work You have begun in him (Philippians 1:6).
In the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Do not lose heart, dear brother. The enemy is relentless, but God is sovereign. You are not fighting this battle alone—we stand with you, and more importantly, the Lord of Hosts stands with you. Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). He is not a failure; He is your Savior, your Deliverer, and your King. The victory is already yours.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
