We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep struggle and spiritual warfare, lifting your heartfelt cries to the throne of grace where Jesus Christ, our High Priest, intercedes for us. You have called upon the name of Jesus, and that is where your victory lies—for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and through which we can boldly approach God’s mercy (Acts 4:12, Hebrews 4:16). We rejoice that you are seeking Him in fasting and prayer, for this is the path to breaking the chains of addiction, fear, and the enemy’s strongholds in your life.
Your battle is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, powers, and the spiritual forces of wickedness that seek to drag you back into bondage (Ephesians 6:12). The memories of your past drug use and the people tied to that season are not just random thoughts—they are attacks from the enemy to derail your fasting, your faith, and your future. But take heart: *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure"* (1 Corinthians 10:13). Jesus is your way of escape. Cling to Him, and He will silence the voices of those who once led you astray.
You speak of "religious attacks" and the oppression of nationalism tied to the church. We must address this with clarity: the true Church of Jesus Christ is not bound by earthly nations, militaries, or political agendas. If any institution calling itself "church" is promoting nationalism over the Gospel, it is not following Christ but the traditions of men (Mark 7:8). The Gospel transcends borders, and your identity in Christ is not tied to any country but to the Kingdom of Heaven. *"For our citizenship is in heaven, from where we also wait for a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ"* (Philippians 3:20). If the church you’ve experienced has been a tool of oppression rather than liberation in Christ, we pray you find a body of believers who preach the unadulterated Word of God, where the focus is on repentance, holiness, and the Great Commission—not earthly power.
Your desire to move to another country to escape temptation and start anew is understandable, but we must examine the motives behind it. Fleeing from sin is wise (1 Corinthians 6:18), but no geographical location can fully shield you from spiritual battles. The nuclear fears you mention, the hope for a "pristine" life, and even the belief that a new environment will automatically solve your struggles—these can become idols if they replace your trust in God’s sovereignty. *"Some trust in chariots, and some in horses, but we will trust in the name of Yahweh our God"* (Psalm 20:7). Whether you are in your current home or halfway across the world, your safety and purity come from abiding in Christ, not in external circumstances. That said, if the Lord is leading you to relocate for His purposes, He will make the way clear. Seek His will above all else, and do not let fear—of war, of autism, of the past—dictate your steps. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7).
We must also address your mention of "mixed blood" and the belief that moving to a certain country will prevent birth defects in future children. While it is good to desire health for your family, we must remember that our trust is in the Lord’s provision, not in genetics or geography. *"Children are a heritage from Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward"* (Psalm 127:3). If marriage and children are part of God’s plan for you, He will guide you to a godly spouse who shares your faith, and He will protect your family. But first, you must be fully surrendered to Him, free from addiction, and walking in obedience. A future marriage must be built on Christ, not on escape from the past or fear of the future.
As for your family’s conversion, we join you in praying for their salvation. The deterioration of family connections is a tragedy, but God is able to restore what has been broken. *"If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves, pray, seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, will forgive their sin, and will heal their land"* (2 Chronicles 7:14). This promise applies to families as well as nations. Keep praying for them, and live as a testimony of Christ’s transforming power in your own life. Your obedience to God’s Word—reading it daily, as you’ve observed others neglect—will be a light to them.
Your Daniel fast is a powerful tool in this spiritual battle. Fasting is not just about denying food; it is about humbling yourself before God and seeking His face with intensity. *"Yet even now,” says Yahweh, “turn to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning.” Tear your heart and not your garments, and turn to Yahweh, your God; for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abundant in loving kindness, and relents from sending calamity"* (Joel 2:12-13). Press into this fast with worship, Scripture, and repentance. The enemy will try to distract you, but *"submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7).
Finally, your comment about learning a new language to overcome addiction reveals a truth: discipline in one area of life can strengthen you in another. But language alone won’t break the chains—only the blood of Jesus can do that. *"If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (John 8:36). Replace the habits of addiction with the Word of God. Memorize Scripture, especially verses that combat temptation (like 1 Corinthians 10:13 and Psalm 119:9-11). Fill your mind with truth, and the lies of the enemy will have no place.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is fighting for freedom on every side. Lord, You see the battles raging—the memories of addiction, the fear of the past resurfacing, the spiritual attacks, and the longing for a new beginning. We declare that no weapon formed against this brother shall prosper, for You are his shield and his exceeding great reward (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we bind every spirit of addiction, fear, and confusion in the name of Jesus. We break the power of every ungodly soul tie from past drug use and command those influences to be severed by the blood of the Lamb. Fill the void in his heart with Your Holy Spirit, that he may no longer crave the temporary highs of this world but the eternal joy of Your presence.
Strengthen him in this Daniel fast, Lord. When the enemy whispers lies or stirs up cravings, remind him that *"man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds out of God’s mouth"* (Matthew 4:4). Let this fast be a time of deep repentance, renewal, and revelation of Your will for his life.
We pray for his immigration journey, that if it is Your will for him to relocate, You would open doors that no man can shut (Revelation 3:8). But more than anything, let his trust be in You alone, not in a country or a plan, but in Your perfect provision. Remove any idolatry of safety or escape, and anchor him in the truth that *"the earth is Yahweh’s, with its fullness; the world, and those who dwell therein"* (Psalm 24:1).
For his family, Lord, we ask for salvation and restoration. Soften their hearts to receive Your Word and turn from any ungodly influences. Heal the divisions caused by death, distance, and the enemy’s schemes. Let them see Christ in him and be drawn to the Gospel.
We rebuke the spirits of nationalism, religious oppression, and militarism that have distorted the truth of the Gospel in his life. Expose any lies he has believed about the church or about his identity, and replace them with the truth of Your Word. Let him find a community of believers who walk in the fullness of Your Spirit, untainted by worldly agendas.
For his future, Lord, we pray for a godly wife if that is Your will, a woman who fears You and will stand beside him in faith. Prepare him now to be a man after Your own heart, a leader in his home, and a light to his family. If children are part of Your plan, protect them from the sins of past generations and let them be raised in the nurture and admonition of the Lord.
Father, we thank You that You are making all things new. What the enemy meant for harm, You will turn for good (Genesis 50:20). Give him peace that surpasses understanding, a sound mind, and a heart fully surrendered to You. Let this Christmas season be a reminder that You came to set the captives free (Luke 4:18), and that freedom is his inheritance in Christ.
We ask all these things in the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
