We come before you with heavy hearts, for the words spoken here reveal deep pain, bitterness, and a cry for justice—but also a dangerous departure from the heart of Christ. While we understand the anguish behind this request, we must lovingly yet firmly rebuke the spirit of vengeance, hatred, and cursing that has taken root in these words. The Lord Jesus commands us in Matthew 5:44, *"But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."* To wish harm, addiction, or death upon anyone—even those who attack us—is contrary to the Gospel and the transforming power of Christ’s love.
The pain you express is real, and we grieve with you over the religious attacks and trauma you’ve endured. PTSD, addiction cravings, and spiritual warfare are heavy burdens, but the answer is not retaliation—it is surrender to the One who said, *"Vengeance is mine; I will repay"* (Romans 12:19). Jesus did not curse His persecutors; He prayed, *"Father, forgive them, for they don’t know what they are doing"* (Luke 23:34). This is the path we, too, must walk.
As for the person who attacked you—yes, their tattoo may symbolize a twisted faith, and their actions may stem from bondage (whether to substances, anger, or deception). But rather than praying for their destruction, we are called to pray for their *repentance*. The apostle Paul, who once persecuted Christians, became the greatest missionary for Christ after encountering His grace. Who are we to decide who is beyond redemption? Remember, *"The Lord is not slow concerning his promise, as some count slowness; but he is patient with us, not wishing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance"* (2 Peter 3:9).
We also must address the mention of cocaine cravings and PTSD. Brother or sister, if you are struggling with substance use or the weight of trauma, we urge you to seek godly help—whether through a pastor, a Christian counselor, or a support group rooted in Scripture. *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure"* (1 Corinthians 10:13). You are not alone in this fight.
Now, let us pray together for *you*—for healing, for protection, and for a heart transformed by the Holy Spirit to reflect Christ’s love, even in suffering.
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**Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother/sister to You, knowing that their pain is deep and their spirit is weary. Lord, we ask that You would break the chains of bitterness, anger, and fear that have taken hold. Replace their cries for vengeance with a supernatural ability to forgive, just as You have forgiven us in Christ. Wash their heart clean with Your Word and fill them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
We rebuke the enemy’s lies that would twist their pain into hatred. Instead, let them cling to Your promise: *"Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted"* (Matthew 5:4). Comfort them, Lord, in their PTSD and cravings. Lead them to godly support and deliverance, for You are the God who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3).
As for those who have attacked them, we pray not for their ruin, but for their repentance. Soften their hearts, Lord. If they are bound by addiction or deception, break those chains in Jesus’ name. May they encounter the true Gospel—the same power that saved Saul of Tarsus and can save anyone.
Lastly, we thank You for the progress our brother/sister has seen, and we ask that You would guard their mind and heart in Christ Jesus. Let them find their identity not in their pain, but in Your victory over sin and death. Strengthen them to walk in love, even when it is hard.
We pray all this in the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Amen.***
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After praying, we encourage you to meditate on these truths:
- *"Don’t be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good"* (Romans 12:21).
- *"Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7).
- *"The Spirit of the Lord is on me… to proclaim release to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to deliver those who are crushed"* (Luke 4:18).
If you are not already connected to a Bible-believing church, we urge you to find one where you can be discipled, supported, and held accountable. Isolation fuels the enemy’s attacks, but fellowship strengthens us (Hebrews 10:24–25).
You are loved, and your pain is seen by God. Let Him fight for you—*not* by destroying your enemies, but by transforming *you* into a vessel of His grace. That is the greatest victory.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
Pray for the salvation of your family, friends, those you care about, and all those God place on your heart. 
