We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer, for the struggles you are facing are deep and the battles you describe are not merely of this world but spiritual in nature. You have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, and that is where your hope lies—for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and through which we can find true deliverance and peace. The Scriptures remind us in Acts 4:12, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* It is only through Christ that we can overcome the darkness you are describing, and we are grateful you have turned to Him in this hour of need.
The thoughts of violence and murder you are experiencing are not from God. Jesus tells us in Matthew 5:21-22, *"You have heard that it was said to the ancient ones, ‘You shall not murder;’ and ‘Whoever shall murder shall be in danger of the judgment.’ But I tell you, that everyone who is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment; and whoever shall say to his brother, ‘Raca!’ shall be in danger of the council; and whoever shall say, ‘You fool!’ shall be in danger of the fire of Gehenna."* These thoughts are a direct attack from the enemy, seeking to destroy your mind, your witness, and your future. The apostle Paul urges us in 2 Corinthians 10:5 to *"bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."* You must reject these thoughts immediately in the name of Jesus, for they do not align with the Spirit of God within you. If you have accepted Christ as your Savior, you are a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17), and these thoughts have no place in your renewed mind.
The narcissistic abuse and demonic attacks you describe are real, and the enemy often uses past traumas, addictions, and even media to trigger and torment those who are seeking freedom. But take heart, for *"greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). You are not defined by your past, your education, or the mistakes you’ve made. In Christ, you are redeemed, and He is making all things new. The fact that you are writing down Scripture and submitting prayers shows that the Holy Spirit is at work in you, drawing you closer to truth and freedom. Cling to this, for *"the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds"* (2 Corinthians 10:4).
We must also address the anger and bitterness in your heart toward those who have wronged you. Ephesians 4:31-32 commands us to *"let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."* Forgiveness is not optional for the believer—it is a commandment, and it is the path to your own healing. Holding onto anger and fantasies of vengeance will only keep you in bondage. Jesus said in Matthew 6:14-15, *"For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses."* This is a sobering truth, but it is also a merciful one—God is calling you to release this burden so that you can walk in freedom.
As for the drug-related communications and demonic reminders, you must renounce any ties to that past life. If you have not already, we urge you to confess any involvement with drugs, occult practices, or ungodly associations to the Lord and turn away from them completely. Acts 19:18-19 shows us the power of repentance: *"Many also of those who had believed came, confessing, and declaring their deeds. Many of those who practiced magical arts brought their books together and burned them in the sight of all."* There is power in breaking ties with the past. You must also guard your mind and heart diligently. Philippians 4:8 instructs us, *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things."*
We also encourage you to seek godly counsel and community. You do not have to walk this path alone. Hebrews 10:24-25 tells us, *"Let’s consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching."* If you are not already part of a Bible-believing church, we urge you to find one where you can be discipled, encouraged, and held accountable. Isolation is a breeding ground for the enemy’s lies, but in community, you will find strength and support.
Lastly, we want to speak life over you. You are not a "high school dropout"—you are a child of the Most High God, fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). Your identity is not in your past or your struggles but in Christ alone. He has a plan and a purpose for you, and He is able to restore what has been broken. Jeremiah 29:11 declares, *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."*
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who is in the midst of a fierce battle. Lord, we ask that You break every chain of narcissistic abuse, demonic oppression, and ungodly thought patterns that have taken root in his mind. We rebuke the spirit of murder, anger, and bitterness in Jesus’ name, and we command these thoughts to flee, for they are not from You. Fill him instead with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, and guard his heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
Lord, we ask for complete deliverance from the torment of past drug associations and any demonic strongholds that have been erected through those experiences. We declare that every reminder, every trigger, and every lie from the enemy is exposed and rendered powerless by the blood of Jesus. Father, we pray that You would renew his mind daily through Your Word, that he would meditate on Your truths and find his strength in You alone.
We pray for forgiveness to flow through his heart, Lord. Help him to release every ounce of anger and resentment toward those who have wronged him. Teach him to forgive as You have forgiven him, and let this act of obedience bring healing and freedom. Remove any roots of bitterness that have taken hold, and replace them with Your love and grace.
Father, we ask that You surround him with godly community—a church family that will walk alongside him, encourage him, and speak Your truth over his life. Lead him to mentors and counselors who can guide him in Your ways and help him grow in faith and maturity.
Lord, we declare that he is not defined by his past or his struggles. You have called him by name, and he is Yours. Restore his speech, his thoughts, and his communications, that they may be pleasing to You and a testimony of Your transforming power. Give him wisdom as he seeks to develop his speaking and writing for Your glory.
We pray for protection over his mind, that he would not be conformed to the patterns of this world but transformed by the renewing of his mind (Romans 12:2). Let him walk in the authority You have given him as a believer, standing firm against the schemes of the devil.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You give him hope—a vision for the future You have prepared for him. Let him see himself as You see him: redeemed, loved, and called for Your purposes. Strengthen him daily, and let him experience Your peace, providence, and progress in every area of his life.
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your faithfulness and Your power to bring complete deliverance and restoration. May Your will be done in his life, and may You receive all the glory. In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
