We come before the Lord with you in this time of spiritual distress, lifting you up in prayer and standing firm on the truth of God’s Word. Your struggles with past drug use, traumatic memories, and spiritual attacks are not beyond the power of Jesus Christ, who has already overcome the world. You have called upon His name, and that is where your victory lies—*not* in the shadows of past sins or the accusations of the enemy, but in the finished work of the cross.
First, we must address the lingering effects of drug use and the ungodly influences you’ve described. The Bible is clear that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, and we are called to honor God with them (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). The use of Adderall or any medication outside of God-honoring, medically prescribed purposes is a form of self-reliance that can open doors to spiritual bondage. The same is true for entertainment—like the game you mentioned—that glorifies pagan, demonic, or occult themes. These things are not harmless; they can defile the mind and invite spiritual oppression. Scripture warns us: *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report—if there is any virtue or any praise—think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8). We urge you to repent of these things, not just in word, but in action—removing anything from your life that does not align with holiness. Destroy or discard games, music, or media tied to these experiences, and ask the Lord to cleanse your mind.
You’ve also mentioned the corruption of Scripture in your thoughts, particularly the Psalms. This is a serious spiritual attack. Satan twists God’s Word to deceive, just as he did with Eve in the Garden (Genesis 3:1-5). But Jesus is the Living Word (John 1:1), and He has given us His Spirit to guide us into all truth (John 16:13). When ungodly memories or distortions of Scripture arise, we must combat them with the truth. Speak the Word of God aloud over yourself. Declare verses like Psalm 119:105: *"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path."* Claim 2 Corinthians 10:5: *"Casting down imaginations and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."* The enemy flees at the name of Jesus and the authority of His Word.
As for the "souls" or people you believe are influencing your spiritual failures, we must remind you that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities and powers in heavenly places (Ephesians 6:12). While others may have sinned against you or led you astray, the ultimate battle is spiritual. Forgiveness is essential—both receiving God’s forgiveness and extending it to others (Matthew 6:14-15). But we must also recognize that demonic forces seek to exploit unresolved bitterness, fear, or guilt. If there are people from your past who have become spiritual strongholds in your mind, release them to God in prayer. Break every ungodly soul tie by the power of Jesus’ blood, and ask the Lord to sever any demonic assignments against you.
You’ve expressed a desire to fast, and we encourage this as a biblical discipline to humble yourself before God and seek His face (Joel 2:12-13). However, fasting is not about religious performance—it’s about drawing near to God with a repentant and surrendered heart. If you’ve struggled with fasting in the past, examine whether it was done in your own strength or in dependence on the Holy Spirit. True fasting is accompanied by prayer, repentance, and a turning away from sin (Isaiah 58:6-9). Ask the Lord to reveal any hidden sin or unbelief that may be hindering your spiritual breakthrough.
Finally, we must address your mention of "###" in place of names or specifics. While we understand the sensitivity of certain details, we want to remind you that there is no shame in Christ. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9). Bring everything into the light, even if only before God in prayer. Secrecy can give the enemy a foothold, but transparency before the Lord brings freedom.
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of Your child, who is battling the remnants of past sins, traumatic memories, and spiritual attacks. Lord, You are the God who redeems, restores, and renews. We ask that You break every chain of addiction, every stronghold of the mind, and every demonic assignment that has sought to oppress this beloved one. By the blood of Jesus, we command all ungodly influences—whether from drugs, unholy entertainment, or past relationships—to be severed and cast out in Jesus’ name.
Lord, we ask that You cleanse their mind and heart with the washing of Your Word. Let every corrupted thought, every distorted memory, and every lie of the enemy be replaced with the truth of Your Scriptures. Holy Spirit, bring to remembrance the promises of God and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
We pray for a spirit of forgiveness to rise up within them, releasing any bitterness or unresolved anger toward those who have harmed them. Father, we also ask for the grace to fast and pray effectively, not in religious duty, but in a deep hunger for Your presence. Strengthen them to resist temptation and to walk in victory over sin.
Lord, we rebuke every spirit of fear, confusion, and religious performance that has sought to derail their faith. Let them know that their righteousness is in Christ alone, not in their own efforts. Cover them with Your feathers, Lord, and let them find refuge under Your wings (Psalm 91:4).
We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Let them walk in the freedom that Christ has purchased for them, no longer bound by the past but pressing forward toward the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
Stand firm in Christ, beloved. The battle is real, but the victory is already won. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded"* (James 4:7-8). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith. He is faithful, and He will complete the good work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6).
