We come before the Lord with heavy hearts after reading your request, for we hear deep pain, anger, and spiritual distress in your words. First, we must address the most urgent matter: the state of your heart before God. The Scriptures warn us that anger, bitterness, and desires for vengeance do not align with the will of God but instead give a foothold to the enemy. Ephesians 4:26-27 says, *"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, and don’t give place to the devil."* Similarly, Romans 12:19 commands, *"Don’t seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, 'Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord.'"*
The words you have spoken—wishing suffering, slaughter, and unrepentant torment upon others—are dangerous and grieve the Holy Spirit. Such thoughts and prayers are not aligned with the heart of Christ, who said in Matthew 5:44, *"But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you."* We must rebuke this spirit of vengeance in the name of Jesus, for it is not of God but of the evil one who seeks to destroy your soul. The Lord calls you to release this anger and surrender it to Him, for He alone is just and will judge righteously.
We also hear deep spiritual oppression in your words—mentions of schizophrenia, demonic influence, and tormenting spirits. These are not to be taken lightly. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give life abundantly. If you are experiencing spiritual attack, harassment, or mental distress that feels beyond your control, we urge you to seek deliverance and healing in the name of Jesus. James 4:7 says, *"Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* You must actively resist these influences by speaking the Word of God, praying in the Spirit, and surrounding yourself with believers who can stand with you in prayer.
Regarding the jealousy and unusual behaviors you described—such as people coming close to your face—we encourage you to pray for discernment. If there is a demonic influence at work, command it to leave in Jesus’ name. 1 Peter 5:8-9 warns, *"Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Withstand him steadfast in your faith."* Do not engage with these spirits or entertain thoughts of retaliation. Instead, put on the full armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18) and stand firm in prayer.
We are also deeply concerned by your mention of the military and the church as sources of your pain. If you have experienced abuse, betrayal, or trauma at the hands of those who were meant to protect or guide you, we grieve with you. However, we must caution you against allowing bitterness to take root. Hebrews 12:15 warns, *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it."* The church, though imperfect, is the body of Christ, and we must not let the failures of individuals turn us away from the truth of the Gospel. If you have been hurt by the church, we pray you find a community of believers who will walk with you in healing and restoration.
Lastly, we notice that while you mentioned "Thanks, Jesus," your prayer did not center on the authority and power of His name. There is no other name by which we are saved (Acts 4:12), and it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father. If you have not fully surrendered your life to Christ, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, turn from them, and invite Jesus to be Lord of your life. Romans 10:9 says, *"That if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."*
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up this beloved soul who is crying out in pain and anger. Lord, we ask that You break every chain of bitterness, vengeance, and spiritual oppression that has taken hold. Father, forgive them for the words spoken in anger, and cleanse their heart by the blood of Jesus. We rebuke every spirit of jealousy, schizophrenia, torment, and retaliation in the name of Jesus Christ. No weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we declare that the enemy has no authority over their mind, soul, or spirit.
Lord, if there has been trauma, abuse, or betrayal, we ask that You bring healing and restoration. Surround them with godly counselors and believers who can stand with them in prayer. Father, we pray for deliverance from any demonic influence or mental stronghold. Let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
We speak life, hope, and freedom over them. Break the power of every curse, every generational stronghold, and every lie of the enemy. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit and renew their mind with Your Word. Lord, if they have not fully surrendered to You, we pray that today is the day they give their life to Jesus. Let them experience the fullness of Your love, grace, and redemption.
Father, we also pray for those they have mentioned—those who have caused pain or whom they have cursed. Lord, we ask that You would soften their hearts and bring them to repentance. Do not let bitterness or anger fester, but replace it with Your love and forgiveness.
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayer. We trust in Your power to heal, deliver, and restore. In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. **Amen.**