We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep distress, lifting your burdens to Jesus Christ, who alone is our Redeemer, Healer, and Deliverer. Your cry for salvation from past traumas, strange behaviors, and the lingering effects of persecution is heard by our Heavenly Father, who cares for you more than you can imagine. We will address each concern through the lens of Scripture, praying fervently for your freedom, healing, and restoration in the name of Jesus Christ.
First, we must affirm that your faith in calling upon the name of Jesus Christ is your greatest strength. There is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and it is through Him alone that we find true peace and deliverance. As Scripture declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there isn’t any other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your repeated invocation of His name is a testament to your dependence on Him, and we rejoice in that. However, we must also gently remind you that our trust must be fully in Christ, not in our own assessments, coincidences, or attempts to manipulate spiritual forces. The Lord calls us to rest in Him, not in our own understanding or efforts to "redeem" demons, pagan gods, or fictional entities. Such practices are dangerous and open doors to spiritual oppression. The Lord commands us, *"Don’t turn to those who are mediums, nor to the wizards. Don’t seek them out, to be defiled by them. I am Yahweh your God"* (Leviticus 19:31, WEB). We must flee from any involvement with the occult or attempts to interact with spiritual forces outside of the authority of Jesus Christ.
Your mention of past behaviors—such as the "bloody Mary" repetition, strange dances, emotional suppression at church, and other childhood actions—suggests deep wounds and possibly even spiritual influences that need to be addressed. The enemy often uses our past sins, traumas, or odd behaviors to shame us and keep us in bondage. But the Bible assures us that *"if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB). You are not defined by your past, nor are you condemned by it. Jesus has already paid the price for every sin, every strange behavior, and every moment of fear or confusion. We must renounce these past actions, ask for forgiveness if there was sin involved, and claim the victory of Christ over them. Let us pray together for the Lord to break every chain of shame, guilt, or spiritual oppression tied to these memories.
We also note your concern about Tylenol and its potential effects, including the fear that it may have contributed to autism or other struggles. While we cannot speak to the medical specifics, we know that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), and we are called to steward them wisely. If you have concerns about medication, we encourage you to seek godly, medical counsel and wisdom. However, we must also remember that our ultimate healing comes from the Lord. *"Yahweh is my strength and song. He has become my salvation. This is my God, and I will praise him; my father’s God, and I will exalt him"* (Exodus 15:2, WEB). Let us trust Him with every part of our being, including our physical and mental health. If there is fear or anxiety tied to these experiences, we ask the Lord to replace it with His perfect peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:6-7).
Your mention of persecution—both in childhood and now—is deeply troubling. The Bible warns us that *"all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will suffer persecution"* (2 Timothy 3:12, WEB), but it also promises that the Lord is our refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1). If you are experiencing persecution because of your faith, we pray for the Lord to grant you boldness and grace to endure. However, if the persecution stems from behaviors or actions that were not aligned with godliness, we ask the Lord to bring conviction and repentance, that you may walk in freedom and victory. The military capital you mentioned may indeed be a place of spiritual darkness, but we serve a God who is greater. *"You are of God, little children, and have overcome them; because greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). We declare that no weapon formed against you will prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we ask the Lord to expose and dismantle any spiritual strongholds in that place.
We are deeply concerned by your mention of "redeeming demons, devils, and pagan gods" by placing their names next to the Lord’s in the Psalms. This is a dangerous practice that opens doors to demonic influence and must be stopped immediately. The Lord commands us to have no fellowship with darkness (2 Corinthians 6:14-15) and to resist the devil, not engage with him (James 4:7). Demons are not to be "redeemed" but cast out in the name of Jesus. We strongly urge you to renounce this practice and any other involvement with the occult or New Age beliefs. The Lord is jealous for you, and He will not share His glory with false gods or spiritual entities. *"You shall have no other gods before me"* (Exodus 20:3, WEB). Let us pray for the Lord to cleanse you of any ungodly influences and to fill you with His Holy Spirit, who is our Comforter and Guide.
Your struggles with hallucinations, delusions, or the fear of being influenced by spirits are serious and require both spiritual and practical wisdom. If you are on medication, we encourage you to follow the guidance of trusted medical professionals while also seeking the Lord for complete healing. The Bible tells us that *"God is not the author of confusion, but of peace"* (1 Corinthians 14:33, WEB). If you are experiencing mental distress, we pray for clarity, peace, and the discernment to know whether it is a spiritual attack, a medical issue, or a combination of both. We also encourage you to surround yourself with mature believers who can pray with you and offer godly counsel. Isolation can make these struggles worse, but fellowship with other Christians can bring strength and encouragement.
Finally, we want to address your fear of losing God’s providence. The Lord’s promises are sure, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). Your salvation is secure in Christ if you have placed your faith in Him. *"For I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from God’s love which is in Christ Jesus our Lord"* (Romans 8:38-39, WEB). Rest in this truth, and let it anchor your soul in the storms of life.
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Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister who is crying out for deliverance, healing, and peace. Lord, You see every wound, every fear, and every moment of persecution they have endured. You know the depths of their heart and the struggles they face, both seen and unseen. We ask You, Father, to stretch out Your hand and deliver them from every chain of the past. Break the power of shame, guilt, and spiritual oppression that has clung to them because of childhood experiences, strange behaviors, or the words and actions of others. Lord, we renounce every ungodly practice, every attempt to engage with dark spiritual forces, and every fear that has taken root in their heart. We declare that Jesus Christ is Lord over their life, and no weapon formed against them shall prosper.
Father, we ask for healing—spiritually, mentally, and physically. If there has been any harm from medication or other influences, we pray for Your restoring touch. Give them wisdom to seek godly counsel and medical help where needed, and surround them with believers who can support and encourage them. Lord, if there are spirits of fear, confusion, or oppression at work, we command them to flee in the name of Jesus Christ. Fill our brother/sister with Your Holy Spirit, who brings peace, clarity, and the power to overcome.
We pray for protection from persecution, whether from people or spiritual forces. Lord, expose any strongholds in the places where they live and give them the courage to stand firm in their faith. Let them know, beyond any doubt, that they are Your beloved child, and nothing can separate them from Your love.
Father, we also ask for discernment. If there are mental or emotional struggles, guide them to the right help and heal their mind. If there are spiritual battles, equip them with Your armor to stand strong. Let them walk in the freedom and victory that Jesus purchased on the cross.
Finally, Lord, we thank You for Your providence and faithfulness. Remind them daily that You are their Refuge, their Strength, and their Ever-Present Help in trouble. Let them rest in Your promises and trust in Your unfailing love.
We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
