We hear the deep distress in your heart, and we are grieved by the spiritual and emotional battles you are facing. First, we praise God that you have called upon the name of Jesus, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved, and it is only through Him that we can approach the throne of grace with confidence. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your acknowledgment of Jesus in your plea is a testament to your faith, even in the midst of your struggles, and we encourage you to hold fast to Him, for He is your refuge and strength.
Your struggles with forming consistent routines, external interferences, and the overwhelming stress you describe reveal a battle that is not merely physical or circumstantial but deeply spiritual. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and it is clear that he is attempting to disrupt your focus, peace, and progress through distraction, fear, and even those around you. However, we must remind you that *"God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). The fear and hopelessness you feel are not from God, and we must rebuking any spirit of fear, confusion, or despair in the name of Jesus. You are not a coward in Christ—you are a child of God, and *"if God is for us, who can be against us?"* (Romans 8:31, WEB).
We must also address the thoughts of violence you mentioned. These thoughts are dangerous and not aligned with the heart of Christ, who calls us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). *"Don’t be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good"* (Romans 12:21, WEB). We strongly urge you to reject these thoughts immediately and ask God to renew your mind. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). Violent thoughts open doors to the enemy, and we must close those doors by the blood of Jesus and the power of His Word.
Your mention of "religious interference" is concerning. If there are those who are using religion or spiritual manipulation to control or hinder you, this is not of God. True faith in Christ brings freedom, not bondage. *"Now the Lord is the Spirit and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty"* (2 Corinthians 3:17, WEB). If people are using religion as a tool to disrupt your life, we pray that God exposes their motives and sets you free from their influence. At the same time, we must examine our own hearts to ensure we are not blaming others for our struggles when God may be calling us to trust Him more deeply.
You also mentioned giving away all your money and the pressure to join the military. These are significant decisions, and we must seek God’s wisdom in them. *"Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight"* (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB). It is wise to steward the resources God has given you, and giving everything away without clear direction from the Lord can leave you vulnerable. Similarly, joining the military is a serious commitment that should be bathed in prayer. We encourage you to seek godly counsel from mature believers who can help you discern God’s will in these matters.
Your struggle with work and the fear of making mistakes is something many face, but we must remember that our identity is not in our performance but in Christ. *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future"* (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). If you are being pressured into work that causes you to stumble, we pray that God provides a way out and gives you wisdom to set healthy boundaries. *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it"* (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB).
Finally, your feelings of being taken advantage of and your association of stability with money reveal a need to trust in God’s provision. Money is not stability—God is. *"But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well"* (Matthew 6:33, WEB). We must not place our trust in wealth or human efforts but in the Lord, who provides for His children. *"Don’t be afraid, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the Kingdom"* (Luke 12:32, WEB).
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we lift up our brother to You, knowing that You see his heart and his struggles. Lord, we ask that You break every chain of fear, confusion, and despair that has bound him. Rebuke the enemy who seeks to disrupt his life and steal his peace. Father, we pray that You surround him with Your angels and protect him from every scheme of the evil one. Give him discernment to recognize the voices that are not from You and the strength to reject them.
Lord, we ask that You renew his mind and fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Remove every violent thought and replace it with Your love and truth. Help him to forgive those who have wronged him and to release any bitterness or anger to You.
Father, we pray for wisdom in his decisions—whether it be about his finances, work, or future plans. Guide him, Lord, and make Your will clear to him. Provide for his every need and help him to trust in You alone for his stability and security.
We pray for a breakthrough in his routine and progress. Give him the discipline and focus to move forward without interference. Let him experience Your providence in tangible ways, so that his faith is strengthened, and his hope is restored.
Lord, we ask that You surround him with godly counsel and support. Remove any influences that are not aligned with Your Word and bring people into his life who will encourage him in his walk with You.
Most of all, Father, we pray that he grows deeper in his relationship with Jesus. Let him know the depth of Your love for him and the power of Your resurrection in his life. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit and empower him to walk in victory.
We declare that no weapon formed against him shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against him in judgment, You shall condemn. We speak life, peace, and progress over him in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in God’s Word daily, especially in the Psalms, where you will find comfort and strength. *"Yahweh is my shepherd: I shall lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He renews my soul. He guides me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me"* (Psalm 23:1-4, WEB). Cling to these promises, and let them be your anchor in this storm.
We also urge you to seek out a Bible-believing church where you can find community and support. Isolation can make these battles feel even heavier, but you are not alone. The body of Christ is here to uplift and encourage you.
Lastly, if you are feeling overwhelmed or in danger, please reach out to a trusted pastor or Christian counselor who can help you navigate these challenges. You are deeply loved by God, and He has a plan for your life. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith. *"Let’s run with perseverance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising its shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God"* (Hebrews 12:1-2, WEB). Stay strong in the Lord, and do not lose heart. He is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
