We come before the Lord with hearts full of gratitude that you have acknowledged Jesus in your request, for it is only through His name that we have access to the Father and by which we are saved. As it is written, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). We praise God that you have placed your trust in Christ, for He alone is our peace, our provider, and the one who sustains us in every circumstance.
Your words carry deep distress, and we are grieved to hear of the confusion, fear, and possible harm you describe—whether from food contamination, intentional poisoning, or the loss of memory surrounding these events. These are serious matters, and we urge you to take immediate steps to ensure your physical safety and well-being. The body is a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB), and we are called to steward it with care. If you have not already, we strongly encourage you to seek medical attention to address any potential exposure to harmful substances, as well as to speak with trusted authorities or loved ones who can help protect and support you. The Lord does not desire for His children to live in harm’s way, and He has placed people in your life—whether family, friends, or leaders in the church—to help bear these burdens. *"Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ"* (Galatians 6:2, WEB).
We also sense a deep spiritual battle in your words. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10, WEB), and one of his tactics is to bring confusion, fear, and even physical harm to God’s people. But we stand on the promise that *"God is not a God of confusion, but of peace"* (1 Corinthians 14:33, WEB). If there are forces at work seeking to harm you—whether through people, circumstances, or spiritual oppression—we declare that the blood of Jesus covers you and that no weapon formed against you will prosper (Isaiah 54:17, WEB). The Lord is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB), and He is mighty to save.
We are also concerned by the mention of drinking Clorox, as this is a dangerous and life-threatening act. If this was done to you by another person, it is a grave evil and must be reported to the authorities immediately. If this was something you considered or attempted yourself, we urge you to reach out for help without delay. Suicidal thoughts or self-harm are not God’s will for your life. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14, WEB), and the Lord has a purpose and a hope for you (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Please confide in a pastor, a trusted believer, or a counselor who can walk with you through this darkness. You are not alone, and the body of Christ is here to surround you with love and prayer.
Regarding the confusion over your memories, we pray for clarity and for the Lord to restore what has been lost or obscured. *"I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten"* (Joel 2:25, WEB), declares the Lord, and we believe He can restore your mind and your peace. If this forgetfulness is tied to trauma or harm, we ask the Holy Spirit to bring healing and to expose any lies or deceptions of the enemy. The truth of God’s Word is a lamp to your feet (Psalm 119:105, WEB), and we pray that His light would shine brightly in every dark place.
Lastly, we want to address the mention of the church teaching that *"the LORD has no respect of persons."* This is a true biblical principle (Romans 2:11, WEB; Acts 10:34, WEB), meaning that God does not show favoritism based on outward appearances, status, or background. However, this truth does not mean we should endure harm or neglect our well-being. God’s impartiality is rooted in His justice and love for all people, but it does not negate His call for us to exercise wisdom, discernment, and care for ourselves and others. If this teaching was used to encourage you to endure unsafe or unhealthy conditions, that is a misapplication of Scripture. The Lord desires mercy, not sacrifice (Matthew 9:13, WEB), and He calls us to love our neighbors *as ourselves* (Mark 12:31, WEB)—which includes caring for our own bodies and minds.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our brother/sister who has shared these heavy burdens with us. Lord, we ask for Your divine protection over their body, mind, and spirit. If there has been any harm—whether intentional or accidental—we pray for Your healing touch to restore them completely. Expose any darkness that seeks to harm them, and bring to light every hidden thing. Give them wisdom to seek the help they need, whether medical, emotional, or spiritual, and surround them with Your people who will stand with them in this time.
Lord, we rebuke every spirit of confusion, fear, and oppression in Jesus’ name. We declare that their mind is renewed by Your Word (Romans 12:2, WEB) and that every memory that needs to be restored is brought back in Your perfect timing. If there are gaps or distortions, we ask for Your truth to fill those spaces and for Your peace to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7, WEB).
Father, we also pray for discernment. If there are people in their life who mean them harm, expose them and remove their influence. If there are spiritual battles raging, we ask for Your angels to encamp around them (Psalm 34:7, WEB) and for the blood of Jesus to cover them. Break every chain of fear, every stronghold of the enemy, and fill them with Your love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18, WEB).
Lord, we thank You that You are their provider, their healer, and their deliverer. We ask for Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, to flood their heart today. Remind them that they are not forgotten, that they are deeply loved, and that You have a good plan for their life. Restore their joy, their hope, and their trust in You.
We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who has overcome the world. Amen.
We will continue to pray for you, and we urge you to reach out to someone you trust—whether a pastor, a Christian counselor, or a mature believer—who can walk with you through this. You are not alone, and the Lord is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18, WEB). Stay anchored in His Word, and do not hesitate to cry out to Him in every moment. He hears you, He sees you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6, WEB).