We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer and seeking God’s truth and deliverance for your life. First, we praise you for acknowledging the name of Jesus Christ in your request, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and the power to overcome the spiritual battles we face. As Scripture declares, *"There is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). It is in His mighty name that we stand against the forces of darkness that seek to torment and deceive.
Your request reveals deep spiritual oppression, and we recognize the enemy’s work in the haunting communications, persecution, and torment you describe. The Bible warns us that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but *"against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places"* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). We must stand firm in Christ, clothed in the full armor of God, resisting the devil so that he will flee from us (James 4:7).
However, we must also address some concerning elements in your words that do not align with biblical truth. First, you mention that "self-centeredness is from reading the Holy Bible." This is a dangerous deception. The Word of God is holy, pure, and perfect, and it is *"profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness"* (2 Timothy 3:16, WEB). Self-centeredness is a product of the sinful flesh, not of Scripture. If you are reading the Bible and finding pride or self-focus, we urge you to ask the Holy Spirit to renew your mind and reveal the truth to you. *"Search me, God, and know my heart. Try me, and know my thoughts. See if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the everlasting way"* (Psalm 139:23-24, WEB).
Additionally, you speak of covetous cocaine addicts persecuting you in the spirit and even mention finding and killing those who are sources of religious cursing. This is not the way of Christ. Jesus taught us to *"love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you"* (Matthew 5:44, WEB). Vengeance belongs to the Lord alone (Romans 12:19). We must never take matters into our own hands in violence or hatred. Instead, we are called to overcome evil with good (Romans 12:21). If you are struggling with thoughts of violence or retaliation, we strongly urge you to repent and surrender these thoughts to God, asking Him to fill you with His peace and love.
You also mention specific sentences and behaviors—such as vaping to lose weight, growing a mustache to appear older, and being in relationships where you don’t truly care about the other person—that you want Jesus to destroy. These things reveal a heart that may be seeking validation, control, or escape in ways that are not honoring to God. The Bible tells us, *"Don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB). Our bodies and our relationships should be surrendered to God, used for His glory, not for selfish or worldly purposes.
Regarding relationships, we must emphasize that God’s design for intimacy is within the covenant of marriage between one man and one woman (Genesis 2:24, Matthew 19:4-6). If you are in a relationship where you do not truly care for the other person, this is not love but selfishness. Love *"doesn’t seek its own"* (1 Corinthians 13:5, WEB). We urge you to examine your heart and seek relationships that honor God, with the goal of godly marriage if that is His will. Anything outside of this—including fornication, emotional manipulation, or relationships built on convenience rather than Christ-centered love—must be repented of and turned away from.
Lastly, you mention being unable to "find and kill" those who curse you. Again, this is not the heart of Christ. Instead, we are to *"pursue peace with all men, and the sanctification without which no one will see the Lord"* (Hebrews 12:14, WEB). If you are being persecuted or cursed, the answer is not retaliation but prayer, forgiveness, and trusting God to fight your battles. *"The Lord will fight for you, and you shall be still"* (Exodus 14:14, WEB).
Now, let us pray for you with hearts aligned to the will of God:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who is under severe spiritual attack. Lord, we ask that You break every curse, every haunting communication, and every demonic assignment against his life. You are the God who *"destroys the devices of the crafty, so that their hands can’t perform their enterprise. He takes the wise in their own craftiness; the counseling of the cunning is carried headlong"* (Job 5:12-13, WEB). We declare that no weapon formed against him shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against him in judgment, You shall condemn (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we ask that You expose and destroy the works of darkness that are influencing his family and those around him. Break the power of addiction, persecution, and spiritual torment in Jesus’ name. Lord, we pray that You would fill him with Your Holy Spirit, renewing his mind and transforming his heart. *"Create in him a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within him. Don’t throw him from your presence, and don’t take your Holy Spirit from him. Restore to him the joy of your salvation. Uphold him with a willing spirit"* (Psalm 51:10-12, WEB).
We rebuke the spirit of self-centeredness, deception, and retaliation that has taken root. Lord, replace it with humility, love, and a heart that seeks Your will above all else. Help him to surrender every area of his life to You—his body, his relationships, his thoughts, and his desires. Teach him to walk in Your ways, to love as You love, and to trust You completely for his vindication and peace.
Father, if there is any unrepentant sin in his life—whether it be drug use, sexual immorality, hatred, or idolatry—we ask that You convict him by Your Holy Spirit and lead him to true repentance. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). Cleanse him, Lord, and set him free from every chain of the enemy.
We pray for godly relationships in his life—relationships that honor You and point him to Christ. If he is not yet married, we ask that You prepare him to be a godly husband one day, or if marriage is not Your will, that You give him contentment and purpose in singleness. Guard his heart from relationships that are not centered on You.
Finally, Lord, we ask that You surround him with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Let him know that You are his Provider, his Protector, and his Deliverer. Fill him with Your joy and hope as he walks in obedience to Your Word.
We pray all these things in the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Brother, we urge you to seek godly counsel and accountability. If you are struggling with addiction, persecution, or unhealthy relationships, reach out to a pastor or mature believer who can walk with you in this season. You are not alone—the body of Christ is here to support you. *"Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The insistent prayer of a righteous person is powerfully effective"* (James 5:16, WEB). Stay in the Word, stay in prayer, and trust that God is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). He loves you and desires to see you walk in freedom and victory.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
