We come before the Lord with deep concern for your situation, and we are grateful that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). It is only through faith in Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father, and it is in His mighty name that we can rebuke darkness and walk in the light of His truth.
First, we must address the grave danger you have invited into your life by engaging with satanic symbols, rituals, or curiosities—even in what you describe as a "religious delusion." The Lord commands us clearly: *"Have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather even reprove them."* (Ephesians 5:11, WEB). The Baphomet and any association with satanic imagery or practices are abominations before God. You have opened a door to demonic influence, and this is not to be taken lightly. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and your parents’ sudden covetousness and corruption after your actions are not coincidental—they are evidence of the spiritual warfare you are now facing.
You must repent immediately and turn away from any curiosity or involvement with the occult. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* (James 4:7, WEB). This is not a game or a test of faith—it is a battle for your soul. Destroy or remove any satanic objects, symbols, or media from your possession. Do not keep them, do not bless them, and do not entertain them in any way. *"But put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, for its lusts."* (Romans 13:14, WEB). If these items belong to others, you must still distance yourself from them and pray for those who are ensnared by such darkness.
The closet you mention must be cleansed in the name of Jesus. We pray now with authority:
*Father, we come against every demonic stronghold, every unclean spirit, and every curse that has been invited into this home through these actions. We break every chain, every assignment of the enemy, and every influence of darkness in the name of Jesus Christ. We command all evil spirits to flee and never return, for this home belongs to You, Lord. Fill this space with Your Holy Spirit, Your peace, and Your protection. Let no weapon formed against this household prosper, and let every tongue that rises against it be condemned (Isaiah 54:17). Restore what has been stolen, heal what has been broken, and guard every mind and heart in Christ Jesus. Amen.*
As for the physical issues with the closet, we pray that the Lord would provide the means and the strength to repair it. *"But my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."* (Philippians 4:19, WEB). Trust that He will make a way, whether through your own hands or through the help of others. Do not let this be a source of fear, but an opportunity to see God’s provision.
Your struggles with sleep, spiritual attacks in the morning, and maintaining discipline in study, exercise, and routine are not uncommon for believers under spiritual siege. The enemy will attack where you are weakest, but *"God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."* (1 Corinthians 10:13, WEB). We encourage you to put on the full armor of God daily (Ephesians 6:10-18). Start and end your day with prayer, worship, and the reading of Scripture. *"Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path."* (Psalm 119:105, WEB). The Word of God is your sword against the enemy’s lies and attacks.
If you are waking up under spiritual attack, rebuking the enemy aloud in the name of Jesus and declaring Scripture over yourself can be powerful. For example:
*"The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"* (Psalm 27:1, WEB).
*"No weapon that is formed against me will prevail; and I will condemn every tongue that rises against me in judgment. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is of me,” says the Lord."* (Isaiah 54:17, WEB).
We also urge you to seek fellowship with mature believers who can pray with you, hold you accountable, and support you in this battle. Isolation is dangerous, especially when facing spiritual warfare. *"Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up."* (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10, WEB).
Finally, we rejoice that you have placed your trust in Jesus Christ for salvation. Walk closely with Him, repent of any sin, and surrender every area of your life to His lordship. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* (1 John 1:9, WEB). The Lord is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Stand firm in His promises, and He will lead you to victory.
We are praying for you, that the Lord would surround you with His angels, fill you with His Spirit, and grant you the strength to walk in obedience and freedom. *"Now may the God of peace himself sanctify you completely. May your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who calls you is faithful, who will also do it."* (1 Thessalonians 5:23-24, WEB). Amen.