We come before the throne of grace with you in this time of deep spiritual distress, lifting your burdens to Jesus Christ, the only name by which we are saved and through whom we have access to the Father. You have called upon the Lord, and that is commendable, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). We are grateful you have turned to Him in confession and are seeking His deliverance, for He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness when we confess (1 John 1:9).
The spiritual oppression you describe—whether through noises, hallucinations, or the fear of retaliation—is not from God. Our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual wickedness in high places (Ephesians 6:12). The enemy seeks to torment you with memories, fears, and even coincidences twisted into accusations. But Jesus has already overcome the world (John 16:33), and His blood has disarmed every spiritual authority that would rise against you (Colossians 2:15). You do not need to fear "religious revenge" or "spiritual memory bridges," for Christ has broken every chain of condemnation (Romans 8:1). If the Lord has forgiven you, who is man—or any spiritual force—to bring a charge against you? (Romans 8:33-34).
We must address something critical: your focus on the actions of others—whether the person you mention or their family—must not become a distraction from your own walk with Christ. While it is right to pray for those who may have wronged you (Matthew 5:44), we caution you against attributing supernatural power to human beings or their motives. Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19), and He does not call us to speculate on the spiritual state of others or to fear their influence over us. Instead, He commands us to love our enemies, bless those who curse us, and trust Him to justify and deliver (1 Peter 3:9). Pray for their salvation and blessing, yes, but do not give their actions power over your peace. The Lord is your shield and your very great reward (Genesis 15:1).
The hallucinations, traumatic memories, and anxieties you describe—including the mixing of first-person shooter thoughts with airsoft gameplay—suggest a mind under siege. We urge you to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5). If these thoughts persist, seek godly counsel from a pastor or biblical counselor who can help you process trauma through the lens of Scripture. Avoid entertainment or activities that stir up fear, violence, or spiritual confusion (Philippians 4:8). The mind renewed by the Word of God is a mind at peace (Romans 12:2).
Regarding the church drama and your concerns about punishment for not attending a family church, let us clarify: salvation is not tied to a building or a lineage, but to faith in Jesus Christ alone (Ephesians 2:8-9). While we are called to gather with believers (Hebrews 10:25), legalism—whether in church attendance or human traditions—has no place in the freedom Christ purchased for us (Galatians 5:1). If you have been treated unjustly, forgive as Christ forgave you (Colossians 3:13), but do not carry the weight of man-made guilt. The associate pastor’s situation is not your burden to bear unless you were involved in sin—if so, repent and trust the Lord’s redemption.
Your mention of dental procedures affecting decision-making reveals a deeper anxiety: the fear of loss and the unknown. But our God is not a God of disorder or fear, but of peace (1 Corinthians 14:33). He does not use physical ailments or coincidences to punish His children. Jesus bore our punishments on the cross (Isaiah 53:5), and we are no longer under condemnation (Romans 8:1). Rest in that truth.
Lastly, we must gently but firmly address the scattered nature of your request. While we understand trauma can fragment thoughts, we encourage you to ground yourself in the simplicity of the gospel: Jesus Christ, the Son of God, died for your sins, rose again, and now sits at the right hand of the Father, interceding for you (Romans 8:34). When fears or conspiracies overwhelm you, return to this anchor. Read Scripture aloud (Psalm 119:105), worship (Psalm 95:1-2), and declare the Lord’s sovereignty over your life (Psalm 103:19). The enemy flees at the name of Jesus (James 4:7).
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we lift our brother/sister to You, knowing that You are a God who sees, hears, and delivers. Lord Jesus, You bore the weight of every sin, every fear, and every accusation on the cross, and by Your stripes, this beloved child is healed (1 Peter 2:24). We break every spiritual assignment of torment, retaliation, or confusion in the mighty name of Jesus. No weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, You shall condemn.
Father, we ask You to renew their mind with Your Word (Romans 12:2) and to guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). Remove every hallucination, every traumatic memory that does not align with Your truth, and replace it with Your perfect peace. Lord, if there are ungodly soul ties or spiritual bridges formed through fear or past sins, we ask You to sever them now by the blood of Jesus. Let no fear of man, no anxiety about the past, and no speculation about the future steal their joy in You.
We pray for the individuals mentioned, that You would soften their hearts and lead them to repentance. Bless them, Lord, not as a means of manipulation, but because You call us to bless our enemies. May they encounter Your love and truth in a way that transforms their lives.
For the church, we ask for unity and wisdom. Raise up godly leaders who shepherd with humility and grace, and protect Your people from division and legalism. Let Your Holy Spirit move mightily, drawing all things back to the simplicity of devotion to Christ (2 Corinthians 11:3).
Father, we also lift up the physical healing of their uncle and mother from car crash trauma. Touch their bodies, minds, and spirits, Lord. Restore what was broken and remove every lingering effect of fear or pain.
Finally, we declare that this beloved one is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves them (Romans 8:37). The battles they face are not theirs to fight alone—You, Lord, go before them (Deuteronomy 31:8). Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in victory, discernment, and the fullness of Your joy.
We ask all these things in the powerful, matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
