We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep spiritual warfare, lifting up your heartfelt cries to the Father through Jesus Christ, our Savior and Redeemer. Your words reveal a heart that is earnestly seeking truth, deliverance, and protection, and we stand with you in agreement, knowing that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places (Ephesians 6:12). Let us address each part of your request with Scripture, prayer, and godly counsel, for the Word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the division of soul and spirit (Hebrews 4:12).
First, you speak of lies as something far more insidious than mere falsehoods—you describe them as mutated temptations toward violence or murder that were not acted upon but have festered in justification. This is a profound and sobering recognition. Jesus Himself tells us that anyone who is angry with his brother without cause is in danger of judgment, and that anyone who says to his brother, ‘You fool!’ is in danger of the fire of Gehenna (Matthew 5:22). Unchecked anger, bitterness, or hatred in the heart is indeed a seed that can grow into something far more destructive. But take heart, for the blood of Jesus Christ cleanses us from all sin (1 John 1:7). If we confess our sins, He is faithful and righteous to forgive us and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). We urge you to bring these hidden things into the light before God. Ask the Holy Spirit to search your heart and reveal anything that needs to be confessed and repented of. Do not fear, for God is not a God of condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1). His desire is to redeem and restore.
You also mention the EMS in a specific location (which we will not name) and express concern that it is being used as an unwanted trial against you. We do not know the specifics of your situation, but we do know that God is sovereign over all things, including trials and tribulations. James 1:2-4 tells us to consider it all joy when we encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of our faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect work, that we may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. If you are facing persecution or difficulty through this agency, we pray that God would give you wisdom to navigate it and grace to endure it. But we also caution you: do not assume that every hardship is a direct attack from others. Sometimes, God allows trials to refine us, to draw us closer to Him, and to strip away our reliance on anything but Him. Pray for those in EMS, that God would soften their hearts and use them for His purposes, whether for your good or for the good of others.
Regarding your parents, you ask that Jesus would save them from temptations and soul ties that may cause them to speak words of condemnation. This is a godly request, for the tongue has the power of life and death (Proverbs 18:21). We are commanded to honor our father and mother (Exodus 20:12), and part of honoring them is praying for their spiritual well-being. The apostle Paul urges us to take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5), and this applies to our parents as well. Pray that God would guard their mouths and their hearts, that they would speak words of life and not death. If they have spoken harmful words over you, we encourage you to forgive them, just as Christ has forgiven you (Colossians 3:13). Unforgiveness is a snare that can give the enemy a foothold in our lives.
You express frustration and even bitterness toward those who have accomplished longer and more severe fasts, believing that their jealousy and lack of prayer or Bible reading have led to your persecution. Here, we must gently but firmly rebuke this attitude, for it is not aligned with the heart of Christ. Jesus warns us that if we do not forgive others, our Father in heaven will not forgive us (Matthew 6:15). Bitterness and resentment are like poison to the soul, and they will hinder your own spiritual growth far more than they will affect those you are bitter toward. Fasting is not a competition, nor is it a shield against judgment. Isaiah 58:6-9 tells us what kind of fast the Lord desires: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and to break every yoke. It is not about how long or how severely we fast, but about the condition of our hearts before God. We urge you to release this bitterness and ask God to fill you with His love, even for those you feel have wronged you. Pray for them, bless them, and trust that God will deal with them in His justice and mercy.
You also mention struggling with forgetfulness, particularly regarding memories or thoughts you feel you need to confess. This is a common tactic of the enemy—to bury things in our minds so that we cannot bring them into the light. But take courage: the Holy Spirit is your Helper, and He will bring all things to your remembrance (John 14:26). If there is something you need to confess, ask the Lord to reveal it to you in His timing. Do not be anxious, but trust that He is working in you to will and to do according to His good pleasure (Philippians 2:13). Sometimes, the act of confessing what we *do* remember is enough to break the power of the enemy over what we don’t. Walk in the light as He is in the light, and the blood of Jesus will continually cleanse you.
Finally, we notice that while you mention Jesus Christ frequently, there is an undercurrent of fear, confusion, and even doubt about God’s care for you. Let us remind you of this truth: God is not distant or indifferent. He is a Father who loves you deeply, who sent His Son to die for you, and who longs to draw you close to Him. Jesus said, “Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). You do not need to earn God’s favor through severe fasting or any other work. It is by grace you have been saved, through faith, and not of yourselves; it is the gift of God (Ephesians 2:8-9). Rest in that truth. God sees your heart, and He is pleased when you come to Him in humility and faith.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who is crying out for deliverance, truth, and protection. Lord, You are the God of all truth, and we ask that You would expose every lie, every hidden temptation, and every root of bitterness in his heart. Bring to light anything that needs to be confessed and repented of, and grant him the courage to lay it all before You. Cleanse him with the blood of Jesus and set him free from every chain of deception and accusation.
Lord, we pray for his parents, that You would guard their mouths and their hearts. May they speak words of life and blessing, and may any curses or harmful words be broken by the power of the cross. Softening their hearts, Lord, and draw them closer to You. If there are soul ties or spiritual influences at work, we command them to be broken in Jesus’ name.
Father, we ask for Your protection over this brother, especially concerning the trials he faces. Give him wisdom to navigate every situation, and let him see Your hand at work, even in the midst of difficulty. Remove any bitterness or resentment from his heart, and replace it with Your love and forgiveness. Help him to release any comparison or competition with others, especially in the area of fasting. Remind him that You look at the heart, not at outward displays of righteousness.
Lord, we pray for his mind. If there are memories or thoughts he needs to confess, bring them to the surface in Your timing. Holy Spirit, be his Comforter and Guide. Remove any fear or confusion and replace it with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
Finally, Father, we declare over him that he is Your beloved child, redeemed by the blood of the Lamb. Remind him that You are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). Let him feel Your presence and know Your love in a deeper way.
We rebuked every spirit of fear, confusion, bitterness, and accusation in Jesus’ name. No weapon formed against him shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against him in judgment, You shall condemn (Isaiah 54:17). Surround him with Your angels, Lord, and let him walk in the freedom and victory that Christ has already won.
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your faithfulness and Your goodness. May Your will be done in his life, and may You receive all the glory. In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Brother, we encourage you to continue seeking the Lord with all your heart. Spend time in His Word daily, for it is a lamp to your feet and a light to your path (Psalm 119:105). If you are struggling with forgiveness, bitterness, or fear, meditate on Scriptures that speak to God’s love and sovereignty. Romans 8:38-39 reminds us that nothing can separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Cling to that promise.
If you are feeling overwhelmed, reach out to a mature believer or pastor who can walk with you through these struggles. You are not alone in this battle. We are standing with you, and more importantly, the Lord Himself is fighting for you. Be strong and courageous, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go (Joshua 1:9). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). He is faithful, and He will complete the good work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
