We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, yet full of hope, for we know that nothing is too difficult for our God. The struggles you’ve described—pornography, drug use, tormenting thoughts, and the grip of sinful addictions—are not too great for Jesus Christ, who has already overcome the world. The very fact that you are crying out to Him is evidence that His Spirit is at work in you, drawing you toward freedom and healing. We praise God for that!
First, let us address something critical: you cannot serve two masters. You’ve expressed a desire to be free from the harmful effects of pornography while also wishing you could indulge in it without consequences. This is a contradiction that the enemy uses to keep people bound. Jesus said in Matthew 6:24, *"No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other; or else he will be devoted to one and despise the other."* Pornography is a tool of the enemy, designed to distort God’s beautiful design for sexuality, enslave minds, and destroy lives. It is not something we can "enjoy safely"—it is sin, and sin always brings death (Romans 6:23). There is no middle ground. We must flee from it entirely, as Joseph fled from Potiphar’s wife (Genesis 39:12). The Lord calls us to holiness, not compromise.
The imagery and themes you’ve mentioned—such as violence, brainwashing, and unnatural desires—are not just harmful; they are demonic strongholds. These things do not come from God but from the father of lies, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). The rapid imagery and seizures you experience during these times may also have a spiritual component, as the enemy torments those he seeks to control. But take heart: *"Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). Jesus has authority over every demonic force, and He can break these chains in your life.
You’ve also mentioned the prevalence of homosexual and other forms of satanic pornography. These are abominations in the sight of God, clearly condemned in Scripture (Leviticus 18:22, Romans 1:26-27, 1 Corinthians 6:9-10). The fact that such content has millions of views only shows how deeply the world is deceived. But God’s Word does not change, and His standard of holiness remains. We must resist the cultural tide and stand firm in His truth. Homosexuality, like all sexual sin outside of marriage between a man and a woman, is a perversion of God’s design. It is not love—it is rebellion against the Creator. Yet even in this, there is hope: *"Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortionists, will inherit God’s Kingdom. Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God"* (1 Corinthians 6:9-11). Notice the past tense: *"such were some of you."* There is freedom in Christ for all who repent and turn to Him!
As for your epileptic seizures and the tormenting imagery, we pray for complete healing in Jesus’ name. The Bible tells us that Jesus went about *"healing every disease and every sickness among the people"* (Matthew 4:23). He has not changed. Whether these seizures have a physical, spiritual, or combined origin, we know that Jesus is the Great Physician. We also recognize that sometimes, the enemy uses physical weaknesses to oppress God’s people, as in the case of the boy with seizures in Mark 9:17-29. But Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit, and the boy was healed. We stand on that same authority today.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. We thank You that You are a God of deliverance, healing, and restoration. Lord, we lift up this precious soul to You, crying out for freedom from the snares of pornography, drug use, and every form of sexual immorality. These things are an abomination in Your sight, and we ask that You break their power in this life completely. Father, we rebuke every demonic stronghold, every tormenting spirit, and every lie of the enemy that has taken root. By the blood of Jesus, we command these spirits to flee and never return. We declare that this mind is being renewed by Your Word, and that every ungodly image, memory, and desire is being erased and replaced with the purity of Christ.
Lord Jesus, we ask for healing from the epileptic seizures and the rapid, tormenting imagery. We speak peace to every storm in the mind and body, knowing that You are the Prince of Peace. If there is any physical cause, we pray for divine healing. If there is a spiritual component, we command every unclean spirit to leave now in Jesus’ name. We plead the blood of Jesus over this mind, body, and spirit, and we declare that no weapon formed against this life shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Father, we also pray for the millions who are ensnared by the same sins. Raise up a mighty army of intercessors to stand in the gap for them. Bring conviction, repentance, and salvation to those who are lost. Expose the lies of the enemy and lead people into the truth of Your Word. We pray especially for those trapped in homosexuality and other sexual sins—reveal Your love to them, Father, and draw them to the cross where freedom is found.
Lord, we ask that You fill this heart with a hunger for Your Word and a hatred for sin. Replace every ungodly desire with a passion for righteousness. Surround this person with godly community, accountability, and mentors who will speak life and truth. Give them the strength to flee temptation and the wisdom to avoid triggers. Let them experience the joy of purity and the peace that comes from walking in Your will.
Finally, Father, we thank You that You have already won the victory through Jesus Christ. We declare that this life is hidden in Christ, and that the old has passed away—behold, the new has come (2 Corinthians 5:17). We trust in Your faithfulness to complete the work You have begun (Philippians 1:6). In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Beloved, we urge you to take practical steps toward freedom. Immerse yourself in Scripture daily—it is your sword against the enemy (Ephesians 6:17). Memorize verses like 1 Corinthians 10:13: *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure."* Seek out a Bible-believing church where you can find support and accountability. Confess these struggles to a trusted, mature Christian who can pray with you and walk alongside you. Destroy any devices, accounts, or materials that give the enemy a foothold. Replace the time spent on pornography with worship, prayer, and service to others.
Remember, the battle is the Lord’s, and He has already won. You are not defined by your struggles—you are defined by Christ’s victory on the cross. Walk in that truth, and do not look back. *"But you, beloved, build yourself up in your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Spirit, keep yourself in God’s love, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ to eternal life"* (Jude 1:20-21). We are standing with you in prayer, believing for your complete deliverance and healing. Stay strong in the Lord!
