We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep distress, lifting your burdens to Jesus Christ, who alone is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. You have called upon the name of Jesus, and we rejoice that you recognize Him as your only hope—because there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). It is by His wounds we are healed, and through His blood we find forgiveness and deliverance from every curse, vexation, and bondage of the enemy.
First, let us address the spiritual warfare you are facing. The curses, vexations, and accusations you describe are not from God but from the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). The Lord has already triumphed over every curse through the cross, as it is written: *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us—for it is written, 'Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree'" (Galatians 3:13)*. The blood of Jesus breaks every curse spoken over you, whether from others or from your own past mistakes. We declare in the name of Jesus that these words have no power over you, for *"no weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of Yahweh’s servants, and their righteousness is from me," says Yahweh (Isaiah 54:17)*.
You have confessed regret over past sins—drug use, lies, and associations that have brought torment. This is the work of the Holy Spirit convicting you, and we urge you to repent fully and turn away from these things. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9). The lies you spoke years ago, even in a state of intoxication, can be forgiven. Restitution is not yours to demand but God’s to provide as He sees fit. Trust Him to make all things right in His timing. *"Don’t say, 'I will pay back evil.' Wait for Yahweh, and he will save you"* (Proverbs 20:22). Your focus must be on walking in obedience now, not on the past or the revenge of others.
We must also address your mention of feeling that *"Jesus Christ has been a trap to torment me."* This is a dangerous lie from the enemy, designed to make you doubt the goodness of God. Jesus did not come to torment you but to save you (John 3:17). The conviction you feel is not torment—it is the Lord drawing you to repentance so you can walk in freedom. *"For godly sorrow produces repentance leading to salvation, not to be regretted; but the sorrow of the world produces death"* (2 Corinthians 7:10). Do not confuse the enemy’s accusations with the voice of God. The Lord disciplines those He loves (Hebrews 12:6), but His desire is to restore you, not to destroy you.
Regarding your request to be kept from playing *League of Legends* and other distractions, we wholeheartedly agree. These things are tools the enemy uses to ensnare your mind and keep you in bondage to frustration, anger, and wasted time. *"All things are lawful for me,' but not all things are profitable. 'All things are lawful for me,' but I will not be mastered by anything"* (1 Corinthians 6:12). We pray that the Lord would break the hold of these distractions and replace them with a hunger for His Word, prayer, and fellowship with believers. *"Set your mind on the things that are above, not on the things that are on the earth"* (Colossians 3:2).
Finally, we pray for your biological relatives who are acting out in revenge. The Lord can soften their hearts and turn their anger into peace. *"If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men"* (Romans 12:18). But even if they do not change, your trust must be in God alone. He is your defender, and He will vindicate you in His time.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is under attack from the enemy. Lord, we break every curse, hex, vexation, and word spoken against them in the name of Jesus. Let every tongue that rises against them in judgment be condemned (Isaiah 54:17). We declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper, for they are covered by the blood of Jesus.
Father, we ask for forgiveness for every sin they have confessed—drug use, lies, and ungodly associations. Wash them clean by the blood of the Lamb and set them free from the torment of their past. Let them walk in the newness of life that comes from repentance (Romans 6:4). Break the power of addiction, deception, and ungodly soul ties in Jesus’ name.
Lord, we rebuked the lie that You are a "trap" to torment them. Open their eyes to see Your love and goodness. Let them know that You have not given them a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). Deliver them from every accusation of the enemy and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
We pray for their family—soften their hearts, Lord, and turn their anger into compassion. Let Your love cover a multitude of sins (1 Peter 4:8). Break every generational curse and set this family free.
Father, we ask that You remove the desire for *League of Legends* and any other distraction that ensnares their mind. Replace it with a hunger for Your Word, prayer, and godly fellowship. Let them find their joy and satisfaction in You alone (Psalm 16:11).
Lord, we thank You that You are making all things new (Revelation 21:5). We trust You to bring restitution where it is needed and to silence every voice of the enemy. Let Your child walk in victory, knowing that *"the one who is in them is greater than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4).
We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Stand firm in Christ, dear one. The battle is the Lord’s, and He has already won the victory. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7). Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of your faith (Hebrews 12:2). He is faithful, and He will do it (1 Thessalonians 5:24). Walk in repentance, trust in His forgiveness, and move forward in the freedom He has purchased for you. You are no longer a slave to sin or to the enemy’s lies—you are a child of God, redeemed by the blood of the Lamb.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
