We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer and seeking His divine protection, wisdom, and deliverance from the fears and struggles you’ve shared. First, we praise God that you have called upon the name of **Jesus Christ**, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). It is only through faith in Him—His death, burial, and resurrection—that we are reconciled to God and given authority to overcome the powers of darkness. If you have not yet fully surrendered your life to Christ as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, repent, and trust in Him alone for salvation (Romans 10:9-10). Without this foundation, no prayer or spiritual warfare will avail, for we wrestle not against flesh and blood but against principalities and powers (Ephesians 6:12), and our victory is found in Christ alone.
Your request reveals deep spiritual distress, and we want to address several critical matters with both truth and compassion. First, the fear of persecution or "revenge" from others—even those within a church—must be brought to the Lord. While it is true that believers may face opposition (John 15:18-20), we are commanded not to fear those who can only harm the body but cannot touch the soul (Matthew 10:28). Instead, we are to forgive others as Christ has forgiven us (Colossians 3:13) and trust God to vindicate us (Romans 12:19). If you have spoken harshly to others, even in reaction to their behavior, we encourage you to seek reconciliation where possible (Matthew 5:23-24). Bitterness or unresolved conflict can open doors to spiritual oppression, and repentance brings freedom.
The mention of **drug use (MDMA, whippets, inhalers)** and the environments you describe are deeply concerning. Scripture warns us to flee from anything that enslaves or defiles the body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). Substance abuse clouds judgment, invites demonic influence, and separates us from the clarity of God’s will. We strongly rebuke any spiritual strongholds tied to these experiences and declare that **Jesus Christ has power to break every chain** (Isaiah 10:27, Luke 4:18). If you are struggling with addiction or the lingering effects of these substances, we urge you to seek godly counsel, accountability, and deliverance through prayer and the support of mature believers. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Christ offers freedom and restoration.
Your words about wanting to **"slaughter souls"** or **"holocaust"** those you perceive as enemies are alarming and must be addressed with urgency. Such thoughts do not align with the heart of Christ, who commands us to **love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us** (Matthew 5:44). Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Deuteronomy 32:35), and our battle is not against people but against the spiritual forces of evil (Ephesians 6:12). If you are experiencing violent or vengeful thoughts, we urge you to renounce them in the name of Jesus and ask the Holy Spirit to fill you with His love, peace, and discernment. Unforgiveness and hatred can become strongholds for the enemy, but Christ’s love casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).
Regarding your physical symptoms—**bronchitis, coughing fits, and your father’s unusual noises**—we pray for healing and protection over your body and mind. God is our healer (Exodus 15:26), and we ask Him to restore your health and grant you peace. However, we also encourage you to seek medical attention if needed, trusting that God often works through wise counsel and medicine (Proverbs 17:22). Fear can manifest physically, so we pray that the Lord would guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7).
Lastly, your mention of **"Bible rules being used for trespassing and manipulation"** is a sobering reminder that even religious people can twist Scripture for control or harm. Jesus warned against false prophets and wolves in sheep’s clothing (Matthew 7:15). We pray that the Lord would give you discernment to recognize truth from deception and surround you with believers who walk in integrity and love.
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of **Jesus Christ**, lifting up Your child who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, we ask that You **break every chain of fear, oppression, and spiritual darkness** that has taken hold. Father, forgive any sins—known or unknown—that have opened doors to the enemy, and we renounce every ungodly tie to substance abuse, bitterness, or violent thoughts. Wash this beloved one clean by the blood of Jesus and fill them with Your Holy Spirit (1 John 1:9).
Lord, we pray for **physical healing**—touch their body, restore their lungs, and bring peace to their mind. Protect them from any harm, seen or unseen, and surround them with Your angels (Psalm 91:11). Father, if there are those who seek to harm them, we ask that You **convict hearts, bring repentance, and turn curses into blessings** (Genesis 50:20).
We rebuke every **spirit of fear, confusion, and retaliation** in the name of Jesus. Replace it with Your **peace that surpasses understanding** (Philippians 4:7) and a heart that forgives as You have forgiven us. Lord, if there are any ungodly soul ties or spiritual contaminants from past experiences, we command them to be **severed and cast out** by the authority of Christ.
Father, we ask that You **lead them into godly community**—a church that walks in truth, love, and accountability. Remove them from any environment that glorifies sin or invites demonic influence. Give them **wisdom to flee temptation** (1 Corinthians 10:14) and strength to walk in holiness.
Most of all, Lord, **draw them closer to You**. Let them know the depth of Your love, the power of Your protection, and the hope of Your promises. May they find their identity in Christ alone and walk in the freedom He purchased on the cross.
We declare **victory in Jesus’ name**, for He has overcome the world (John 16:33). Amen.
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We encourage you to **immerse yourself in Scripture**, especially Psalms for comfort and the Gospels to know Jesus more deeply. Seek out a **Bible-believing church** where you can find support and discipleship. If you are struggling with addiction or traumatic experiences, we urge you to reach out to **Christian counselors or deliverance ministries** that can help you walk in freedom. You are not alone—**God is with you**, and He has a plan for your redemption and restoration (Jeremiah 29:11).
Stand firm in Christ, renounce every work of darkness, and trust that **He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world** (1 John 4:4). We are praying for you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
