We come before the throne of grace with you, lifting your heart and these deep burdens to our Lord Jesus Christ, for it is written, *"Let’s therefore draw near with boldness to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and may find grace for help in time of need"* (Hebrews 4:16, WEB). You have called upon the name of Jesus, and we rejoice that you recognize it is only through Him that salvation, healing, and deliverance come. As Scripture declares, *"There is no other name under heaven that has been given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your faith in crying out to Jesus is the foundation of your freedom, and we stand with you in this confession and plea for cleansing.
The wounds you carry—from the cruel words of another, the violation of your peace while you slept, and the dark thoughts that have haunted your mind—are not too heavy for Christ to bear. He invites you to cast all your anxieties upon Him, *"because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). The enemy seeks to use past hurts, jokes made at your expense, and even moments of vulnerability to plant seeds of bitterness, anger, or violence in your heart. But Jesus is greater. He is the Prince of Peace, and He breaks the power of every aggressive spirit that would seek to bind you. *"The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"* (Psalm 27:1, WEB).
We must address the dark thoughts you’ve described—the feelings of violence toward others and the fixation on death, massacres, and terror. These are not from God. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). Such thoughts are the whispers of the enemy, seeking to drag you into darkness. But Jesus has already overcome the world (John 16:33), and He commands us, *"Don’t be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good"* (Romans 12:21, WEB). If these thoughts persist, we urge you to reject them immediately in the name of Jesus, filling your mind instead with His Word: *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB).
The desire to "test" others by harming them is a dangerous and deceptive temptation. It is not your place to judge the faith of others through violence or fear. Jesus taught, *"By their fruits you will know them"* (Matthew 7:16, WEB), and He calls us to love our enemies, bless those who curse us, and pray for those who mistreat us (Matthew 5:44). If you are struggling with such thoughts, we strongly encourage you to seek godly counsel—perhaps from a pastor or mature believer who can walk with you in prayer and accountability. *"Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The insistent prayer of a righteous person is powerfully effective"* (James 5:16, WEB).
As for the past, Jesus is faithful to forgive and cleanse you completely. *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness"* (1 John 1:9, WEB). There is no sin too great, no memory too painful, that His blood cannot wash away. You do not need to carry shame or condemnation, for *"there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"* (Romans 8:1, WEB). The jokes made at your expense, the disrespect shown to you—these are opportunities for Christ to heal and restore your dignity. He sees you, He loves you, and He calls you His own.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Your child who seeks freedom from the chains of the past. Lord, You know the depths of their heart—the wounds inflicted by words, the violation of their peace, and the dark thoughts that have sought to take root. We ask You to break every stronghold, every lie of the enemy, and every spirit of violence or retaliation that would seek to bind them. Wash them clean, Father, by the blood of Jesus. Remove every trace of bitterness, anger, or fear, and fill them instead with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
Lord, we rebuke every aggressive spirit, every whisper of darkness that would lead them to fixate on death or harm. Cover their mind with the helmet of salvation and guard their heart with Your truth. Replace every violent thought with Your love, every memory of shame with Your affirmation of their worth in Christ. Remind them that they are fearfully and wonderfully made, and that no weapon formed against them shall prosper.
Father, if there are areas of unconfessed sin or lingering hurt, we ask for the courage to bring them into the light. Let there be no hidden thing that gives the enemy a foothold. Surround them with godly community—those who will pray with them, encourage them, and hold them accountable in love. If they need deliverance, Lord, break every chain in Jesus’ name. If they need healing, touch every broken place with Your restoring hand.
We thank You, Lord, for Your promise that *"old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new"* (2 Corinthians 5:17, WEB). Let this be their testimony—that You have taken their past and redeemed it for Your glory. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, that they may walk in victory, in purity, and in the fullness of joy that comes from knowing You.
We declare peace over their mind, providence over their future, and progress in their walk with You. Let them rise up in the authority of Christ, unshaken by the schemes of the enemy, and rooted in the truth of Your Word. May they know, beyond any doubt, that they are loved, forgiven, and set free.
In the powerful and holy name of Jesus we pray, Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking Jesus daily through prayer, Scripture, and fellowship with believers. If these struggles persist, do not hesitate to reach out to a pastor or trusted Christian counselor who can walk with you in this season. You are not alone—*"The Lord himself is who goes before you. He will be with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you. Don’t be afraid. Don’t be discouraged"* (Deuteronomy 31:8, WEB). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith. He is your deliverer, your healer, and your peace.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
