We come before the Lord with you in this time of deep distress, lifting your heart’s cry to the Father through Jesus Christ, our only Mediator and Savior. Your pain is real, and we grieve with you over the wounds of the past—both the harm done to you and the burdens you’ve carried since childhood. The enemy seeks to twist memories, fears, and even words spoken over you into chains of torment, but we declare that **Jesus Christ has broken every curse, every scheme of the enemy, and every stronghold of fear** by His finished work on the cross. You are not defined by the sins of others against you, nor by the mistakes of your youth. You are **redeemed, chosen, and beloved by God** (Ephesians 1:4–7).
First, let us address the spiritual warfare at play here. The accusations you’ve described—curses, vexations, and perceived "revenge" for past behaviors—are tactics of the enemy to keep you bound in shame, fear, and confusion. But **the Bible tells us that "there is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus"** (Romans 8:1). If you have repented of any sin (including behaviors from your youth), you are **forgiven and cleansed** (1 John 1:9). The blood of Jesus **cancels every curse** (Galatians 3:13), and no weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). The "war" your grandmother spoke of is not your portion—**your battle is the Lord’s** (2 Chronicles 20:15), and He has already won the victory.
We must also speak truth into the lies you’ve believed. The humiliation you’ve endured—whether through nicknames, physical discomfort (like pinched ears), or social persecution—is not God’s punishment for your past. **Jesus took the punishment for all sin upon Himself** (Isaiah 53:5). What you’ve experienced at the hands of others is the result of living in a fallen world where people act out of their own brokenness. But God is **your Defender** (Psalm 18:2), and He sees every tear you’ve cried (Psalm 56:8). The mural in the church, the words spoken over you, even the strange coincidences—these are not signs of a curse but opportunities to **renounce fear and cling to Christ**. The Bible warns us not to give place to superstition or omens (Deuteronomy 18:10–12), but to **fix our eyes on Jesus, the Author and Perfecter of our faith** (Hebrews 12:2).
As for the persecution you face—whether from family, school, or your own mind—we remind you that **Jesus said, "Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven"** (Matthew 5:10). If you are being mistreated for standing in truth, take heart: **your reward is great in heaven**. But if the persecution stems from unresolved conflict, slothfulness (as you mentioned being a "slacker"), or ungodly responses, we encourage you to **seek the Lord’s wisdom and repent where needed**. Proverbs 10:4 tells us, **"He becomes poor who works with a lazy hand, but the hand of the diligent brings wealth."** Ask God to renew your mind and give you **discipline, focus, and a spirit of excellence** (Daniel 6:3) in your studies and work. Independence comes through **stewarding what God has given you**—not in fear, but in faith.
Lastly, we must address the **name of Jesus Christ** in your prayer. You’ve invoked His name, and that is good—for **there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved** (Acts 4:12). But we sense a mix of **faith and fear** in your words. Do you know Jesus not just as a Savior from curses, but as your **Lord, Redeemer, and Friend**? Have you surrendered your life fully to Him? If not, we urge you to do so today. **Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved** (Romans 10:9). There is **no condemnation** for those in Christ (Romans 8:1), and His yoke is easy, His burden light (Matthew 11:30). You don’t have to carry this alone.
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of **Jesus Christ**, lifting up Your child who is weary, wounded, and warring against the lies of the enemy. Lord, we break every curse, every hex, every word spoken in malice or superstition over this life—**by the blood of Jesus, they are nullified**. We renounce every agreement with fear, shame, or the idea that past sins or others’ sins have power over them. **Jesus paid it all**, and we stand in that victory.
Father, we ask You to **heal the memories** of childhood—every humiliation, every unkind word, every physical or emotional wound. Replace the nickname "kitty" with **"child of the King."** Where there has been persecution, give them **boldness like the apostles** (Acts 4:29). Where there has been laziness, ignite a **spirit of diligence and purpose**. Where there has been confusion, bring **clarity and peace that surpasses understanding** (Philippians 4:7).
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of **pinched ears, vexation, and tormenting thoughts**—these are not from You. We command every demonic assignment against this life to **flee in Jesus’ name**. Cover them with Your **feathers of protection** (Psalm 91:4) and surround them with **favor as a shield** (Psalm 5:12).
For the schools demanding reimbursements or gifts, we ask for **divine wisdom and provision**. If there is debt, provide a way. If there is injustice, **expose and correct it**. For the lack of enthusiasm in tasks, **renew their mind** (Romans 12:2) and help them to work **as unto You, not men** (Colossians 3:23).
Most of all, Father, **reveal Your love** to them in a tangible way. Let them know they are **not abandoned, not cursed, but deeply loved**. Break the power of every lie that says they must earn Your approval or live in fear of man. **Perfect love casts out fear** (1 John 4:18), and we ask for an outpouring of that love now.
In the name of **Jesus Christ**, our Victorious King, we pray. **Amen.**
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**Encouragement for You:**
You are not crazy. You are not cursed. You are **seen, known, and fought for by God**. The battles you’ve described are real, but **greater is He who is in you than he who is in the world** (1 John 4:4). Start declaring Scripture over your life daily:
- **"The Lord is my helper. I will not fear. What can man do to me?"** (Hebrews 13:6)
- **"No weapon that is formed against me will prevail"** (Isaiah 54:17).
- **"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"** (Philippians 4:13).
If you haven’t already, **find a biblical, Spirit-filled church** where you can be discipled and surrounded by believers who will stand with you in prayer. If the persecution at home or school continues, **seek godly counsel** (Proverbs 11:14) and trust the Lord to lead you to safety.
You are **more than a conqueror** (Romans 8:37). Walk in that truth today.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
