We come before the Lord with hearts full of gratitude that you have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). Your prayer is a testament to your faith in Him, and we join you in seeking His healing, deliverance, and protection over every area of your life.
First, we rejoice that you are turning to Jesus for healing from the consequences of past sins, including the use of MDMA (ecstasy). The Bible assures us that *"if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* (1 John 1:9, WEB). Repentance is the first step toward restoration, and we praise God that you are seeking His forgiveness and healing. The effects of such substances can linger in the body, mind, and spirit, but our God is greater than any stronghold. *"Don’t you know that you are a temple of God, and that God’s Spirit lives in you? If anyone destroys God’s temple, God will destroy him; for God’s temple is holy, which you are."* (1 Corinthians 3:16-17, WEB). Your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, and we pray for complete restoration—physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
You’ve shared about the struggle with touch sensitivity and the way it affects your mood and perception. This is a real and difficult battle, but we serve a God who heals even the deepest wounds. *"He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds."* (Psalm 147:3, WEB). We pray that the Lord would rewire your nervous system, bringing peace to your senses so that even the simplest touch—whether from clothing or other daily interactions—would no longer bring distress. May He replace sensitivity with His comfort and the assurance of His presence. *"Yahweh is my shepherd: I shall lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He refreshes my soul."* (Psalm 23:1-3, WEB). Let His peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7).
You also mentioned psychological, behavioral, religious, and speech vexations tied to physical touch. These struggles can feel overwhelming, but we are reminded that *"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."* (Psalm 46:1, WEB). The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give life abundantly. We rebuke any spiritual attacks against your mind, emotions, or body. No weapon formed against you shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we declare that the blood of Jesus covers you, breaking every chain of fear, confusion, or torment. If there are lingering effects from past substance use—such as altered perceptions or spiritual oppression—we command them to flee in the name of Jesus. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* (James 4:7, WEB).
Your mention of feeling as though parts of your reality are being "stolen" or influenced by others in "bubble realities" suggests a spiritual battle for your mind and perceptions. We must be sober and vigilant, for *"our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). We pray that the Lord would expose any lies or deceptions and replace them with His truth. *"You will know the truth, and the truth will make you free."* (John 8:32, WEB). If there are spiritual influences tied to media—such as anime—or any other ungodly sources, we renounce them now and ask the Lord to sever every unholy tie. Fill your mind with *"whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things."* (Philippians 4:8, WEB).
Regarding your father’s words and the fear of revenge, we lift this burden to the Lord. *"Don’t be afraid of those who kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul. Rather, fear him who is able to destroy both soul and body in Gehenna."* (Matthew 10:28, WEB). If there is unresolved bitterness, unforgiveness, or fear, we ask the Lord to heal these wounds and replace them with His peace. Forgiveness is not excusing sin but releasing the debt to God, who judges righteously. *"Don’t say, ‘I will pay back evil.’ Wait for Yahweh, and he will save you."* (Proverbs 20:22, WEB). We pray for reconciliation where possible, but most importantly, we ask the Lord to free you from any spiritual or emotional bondage tied to these words.
You’ve also shared about the fear of speech—both yours and others’—affecting behaviors and circumstances. Words have power, and *"death and life are in the power of the tongue; those who love it will eat its fruit."* (Proverbs 18:21, WEB). We pray that the Lord would guard your mouth and fill your speech with grace, seasoned with salt (Colossians 4:6). We also rebuke any curses, spoken or unspoken, that may be influencing your life. *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us. For it is written, ‘Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree,’"* (Galatians 3:13, WEB). You are no longer under any curse but are blessed in Christ.
The religious fear and avoidance you described are signs of a spirit of fear, which is not from God. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."* (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). We pray that the Lord would break every stronghold of fear and replace it with His perfect love, which casts out fear (1 John 4:18). If holiday eating has become tied to regret or avoidance, we ask the Lord to restore joy and freedom in these times. *"Therefore don’t let anyone judge you in eating, or in drinking, or with respect to a feast day or a new moon or Sabbath days, which are a shadow of the things to come; but the body is Christ’s."* (Colossians 2:16-17, WEB). Let food be received with thanksgiving, and may the Lord sanctify it for your nourishment and enjoyment (1 Timothy 4:4-5).
Finally, you mentioned "lingering souls." We must be careful here, for the Bible teaches that *"it is appointed for people to die once, and after this, judgment"* (Hebrews 9:27, WEB). The dead do not linger, and any perception of such is not from God. We rebuke any demonic deception in this area and declare that your life is hidden with Christ in God (Colossians 3:3). You are sealed by the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 1:13), and no one can snatch you out of the Father’s hand (John 10:29).
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who seeks healing, deliverance, and protection. Lord, You are the Great Physician, and we ask that You would heal every physical, emotional, and spiritual wound caused by past sins, including the use of MDMA. Restore their nervous system, Lord, and bring peace to their senses so that touch no longer brings distress but is instead a reminder of Your gentle care. Break every chain of sensitivity and replace it with Your comfort and wholeness.
We rebuke every psychological, behavioral, and spiritual vexation tied to touch or any other trigger. Lord, expose and sever every ungodly tie, whether from media, past influences, or the words of others. Protect their mind from confusion, fear, and deception. Fill them with Your truth and peace, which surpasses all understanding. Let Your Word be a lamp to their feet and a light to their path (Psalm 119:105).
Father, we lift up any fear of revenge or lingering bitterness tied to their father’s words. Heal these wounds, Lord, and replace fear with Your perfect love. If there is unforgiveness, we ask that You would grant the grace to release it to You. Break every generational curse and declare that Your child is free in Christ.
We also pray against any spiritual attacks tied to speech—whether their own or others’. Guard their mouth, Lord, and let their words be filled with grace and truth. Break any curses spoken over them and declare that they are blessed in Christ. Let their speech and thoughts align with Your will, and may they walk in the freedom You have purchased for them.
Lord, we pray against the spirit of fear that has led to avoidance and regret. Restore joy and freedom in every area of their life, including holiday celebrations and daily routines. Let them experience Your presence in every moment, knowing that You are with them and for them.
Finally, we rebuke any deception tied to "lingering souls" or ungodly spiritual influences. Your child is sealed by the Holy Spirit, and we declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper. Surround them with Your angels, Lord, and let them walk in the authority and victory of Christ.
We thank You, Father, for Your faithfulness and for the healing and deliverance that is already theirs in Jesus’ name. May they experience Your peace, providence, and progress as they continue to trust in You. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and let them know that You are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28).
In the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
