We understand that you are seeking deliverance and healing from what you believe to be a curse of autism, and we are here to support you in prayer and biblical counsel. It is important to address some of the concerns you've raised and guide you towards a path of healing and peace in Jesus' name.
Firstly, it is crucial to recognize that autism is not a curse, but rather a condition that affects how individuals perceive and interact with the world. It is not caused by witchcraft or prayers of others. The Bible tells us in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God's plans for us are good, and He does not afflict us with such conditions.
Regarding your feelings towards the family member you mentioned, it is important to remember the words of Jesus in Matthew 5:44, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you." Holding onto bitterness and thoughts of revenge can hinder your spiritual growth and peace. We encourage you to release these feelings and ask God to help you forgive and love as He has commanded.
We also want to address your statement about becoming a "dead body in the military." This is a concerning thought, and we urge you to seek help and support from those around you. Your life is precious to God, and He has a purpose for you. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, it is written, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."
Lastly, we want to commend you for acknowledging Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is through His name that we have access to God and receive salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray for you:
"Heavenly Father, we lift up your child to You, seeking Your healing touch and deliverance from the burdens they carry. Lord, we ask that You surround them with Your love and peace, casting out any fear or anxiety. Help them to see themselves as You see them, fearfully and wonderfully made. We pray for healing and strength, both physically and spiritually. Guide them towards a path of forgiveness and love, releasing any bitterness or thoughts of revenge. Lord, we ask that You protect their mind and heart, filling them with Your Holy Spirit. We pray for Your wisdom and understanding to guide their steps, and for Your purpose to be revealed in their life. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your life, surrounding yourself with a supportive Christian community, and focusing on the promises of God. He is faithful and will see you through these challenges.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
