Vexation from a person in middle school who had wiped the desks with a Clorox wipe, and then had put it in my coffee/hot chocolate without me knowing, from which I drank and had ingested Clorox. Jesus, please save me from 6 other happenings in middle schools. 1. Not saying that the white kid had attempted to steal a video game cartridge. 2. Almost choking and strangling someone named ### from a slight outburst, then hitting each other on the back to make up. 3 Yelling at someone for rushing to the free drinks before the time, I was probably affected by the Clorox ingestion. 4 Avoiding conversation about someone who had appeared from the restroom, and that there was a turd on the floor. 5 Going from first to last place in band multiple times because I didn't practice. 6 Remembering the password to someone's phone, and inputting it correctly. Jesus, please save me from vexation for any confession that has happened. What has happened is that after confessing in privacy to Jesus the LORD that I had done a very quick mute, and may have been intoxicated, to someone in Discord communications, I am being affected by a computer program that keeps pausing and interrupting my computer settings. I hope and pray that the mute was just a second, and that I wasn't a forgotten years-long mute. Also, seemingly, the Hawaiians and locals are ganging up on me because I had gone to the mental health clinic, and the mental health person who might be a local and or Hawaiian had announced a very quick "mute" to me. There was some sort of impulsive outburst that had made me yell out "Dix" as well, because my family should use Dixie disposable plates in order to save hours of time from washing dishes. The Dix is also from the amount of unsaid pornographic material that I have watched while being affected by cocaine. There was some pornography strobing the ill will to renounce one's religious faith in Jesus with rapid imagery. Sometimes the new porn just appears to be an attack on the mind, where it just seems like epilepsy. The LORD God Jesus, please save me from whatever has caused my grandma to not go to a prestigious academic school in Hawaii. I am afraid that whatever had caused me to be sabotaged in my test-taking for the prestigious school may have caused my grandma to want and then drop out of the prestigious school. The LORD God Jesus HOLY, please save me from the collective elite of Hawaii with their standardized education and Christianity. I hope that America and Jesus saves me, and prevents future religious harassment from locals and Hawaiians and Hawaii's blood purity superiority. I find myself contemplating about joining the military as the form of cleansing and progress, but I am not physically fit & am slightly disturbed. Thanks, Jesus for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.