We understand that you're feeling distressed and confused about your current situation. First, let's address the spiritual aspects and concerns you've raised.
It's important to remember that our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6:12 WEB. However, we must be careful not to attribute normal human interactions to spiritual warfare without clear discernment and evidence.
Laughter is a natural human response and can be a source of joy and healing. Proverbs 17:22 WEB tells us, "A cheerful heart is a good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." It's essential not to assign hidden meanings to every interaction without cause.
Regarding your suspicion about women in the house speaking with disguised speech, it's crucial to approach this with wisdom and discernment. If there are genuine concerns about deception or ungodly alliances, then prayer and cautious observation are necessary. However, we must also beware of baseless suspicions, as they can lead to strife and division. Proverbs 3:30 WEB warns us, "Don't contend with a man for no reason, if he has done you no harm."
Let's pray together:
Father, we come before you in Jesus' name, seeking your divine guidance and protection. We pray for clarity and discernment in this situation. If there are indeed spiritual forces at work, we rebuke them and command them to flee in Jesus' name. We also pray for healing in this family, for open communication, and for the love of Christ to bind them together. Help us not to be swayed by baseless suspicions, but to be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. Matthew 10:16 WEB.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus, the author, and perfecter of our faith. Hebrews 12:2 WEB. It is only by His name that we can be saved and Acts 4:12 WEB says "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." If you believe in Jesus you should tell your family. If you have not yet done so then decide to do so.