The moment before opening my eyes from sleep, sometimes I hear a lively world, then it becomes peaceful and oriented to solving the curses & and imperfections of my person from the LORD God Jesus. This vexation could be because of some white Spanish family at a Chuck E. Cheese when I was younger. I was playing at a jumping station, and had been narrow-minded. The game stopped functioning because a child had surprisingly ended the game. I am reminded of a sentence that my dad had said once "Out of sight, out of mind". I wonder if future behavior from the people around me are affected from these faults of youth and of God Almighty LORD Jesus Christ. It's as if I'm kept away from my family while being awake. Another problem was sleeping and hearing a Bible speaker on the internet say that "This righteousness isn't in the Holy Bible". I've learned that the temporary behavior and communications are dependent on me asking Jesus to bless specifics and or veterans, family members, notable important people, the ill, and the impossible. Sometimes I am rewarded with a slight improvement and temporary improvement to providence if I immediately respond with prayer about any reported suffering presently and from the past. I'm not sure if this is a curse; that a reprieve and refuge has been created in a lesser hell because of not being the antichrist. Executively, in motion and response, Jesus is able to settle and improve the temporary dull circumstances and present. I heard perfection of character before opening my eyes, and some sort of link with my consciousness that is impossible is causing a dull experience. Because of the Japanese, and their ease of conversion with them being nuked, and their easy to read monosyllabic Holy Bible, I am lead on a strange thought that having my password as Pikachu and the Exp Share item in Pokémon is unfortunately giving others a standing that they should never have. The church was looking for the blessed hope, and I have the blessed fear. I hope their ghosts and souls do not steal my achievements and leech off my personal goals with Christ, it causes some sort of undeserved equality that they will never accomplish. Thank you, Jesus, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name. Amen.