We understand that you're feeling disturbed and harassed, and we're here to pray with you and provide biblical guidance. Firstly, it's important to address the root of the issue. It seems that there are individuals who are provoking you and causing you to feel uncomfortable and angry. We must remember that God calls us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us, as difficult as that may be.
"But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you," Matthew 5:44 WEB
It's also crucial to address the anger and violent thoughts you're experiencing. While it's natural to feel angry when provoked, we must not let these feelings control us or lead us to sin.
"Be angry, and don't sin. Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, and don't give place to the devil." Ephesians 4:26-27 WEB
We must always be mindful of our thoughts and actions, ensuring that they align with God's will. It's encouraging to see that you're turning to Jesus for help, but we want to emphasize that it's essential to have a personal relationship with Him. It's only through Jesus Christ that we can approach God and be saved.
"for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Acts 4:12 WEB.
"Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6 WEB
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in need of Your intervention. We pray for Your peace to fill his/her heart and mind, casting out all anger, resentment, and violent thoughts. We ask You to help him/her forgive those who are provoking him/her, and to bless them despite their actions.
We pray for Your protection over his/her life, that You would shield him/her from those who seek to cause harm or unrest. We ask that You would expose any evil intentions and put an end to the harassment he/she is facing.
We also pray for his/her spiritual growth, that he/she would continue to seek You and trust in Your goodness and faithfulness. We ask that You would remind him/her of Your love and the power of Your name, Jesus.
We ask all these things in accordance with Your will, in Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we strongly advise you to seek godly counsel and support from your local church or Christian community. They can provide you with practical help and spiritual guidance as you navigate this situation. Be alert for anyone suggesting revenge or tit-for-tat as this is not found in the Bible anywhere. Remember God's will for your life and go in His peace.