anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Thank you to all who have been praying with me. I wish I could say that they have helped. Well, I guess they have somewhat but God has still not shown me the way to end my nightmare. I know how to get out of debt, but I have a huge stumbling block and there are 4 ways to get rid of it and I don't like but one. First, God changes him into the man he would have all men to be. Second, divorce. Third, his death. Fourth, my death. And since 10 years of my praying and 50 years of his mother praying has made no difference it is Quite obvious to me that God never intended nor intends to intervene. So, that leaves one of us dying or divorce. I have already done divorce twice don't want to go there again. I believe God is holding me accountable for my husband's actions and he is punishing me for it and for all the crap everybody else has contributed to putting us in this financial nightmare. I and my children do without. My son went to school with no lunch money but my husband had food for lunch. He has it backwards. My son is now out of school and trying to make it while his kids are all in trouble with the law.
