anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Thank you Lord you sent us enough money today to buy the part for the car that we need. Now if we can find the money to pay our bills that would be super.
So sad I had to turn down a job offer. Went in for the interview an the guy said he wanted to hire me but had to wait till end of day and go over all applicants with his supervisor. I was offered the job but had to turn it down. Several reasons. This is a sales job. I stink at sales. #2 The job required working 6 and sometimes 7 days a week, mornings, afternoons, evenings (all day) plus meetings for $500/wk on a 1099. That means no benefits. That means I would lose my disability which would be ok if I had insurance with the job. 2 of my medications without insurance is over $500. Another almost $100. In all it would take two packs work ing 80/wk for $500/wk to buy my medication. Then having to pay in all my taxes and Medicare and social security to the government. I wouldn't have anything left. Let's not forget gas. Just not worth it. I am finally at a point that I can occasionally buy some of my medication why do I want to throw that away.
Something has got to give. I am tired and frustrated and disgusted with this life I am in. A husband who treats the dog better than me, constantly putting my son down, putting his WANTS before the NEED of the family and therefore keeping us broke and living in fear all the time that something will be shut off because we don't have the money to pay the bills yet he won't get 9 his button and look for additional work. He told me today that the new store near our home was getting ready to hire someone and wanted me to do his application again. Told him I had to have a computer and Internet service to do it. It won't work on the phones. He said I should go find one. I told him to go talk to the manager and tell him that he had already done an application. My husband doesn't do anything for himself. His parents raised him and his sister and her children the same. Nothing is ever their fault and someone else is supposed to take care of you and pay your way. My husband's kids are the same way delinquent.
My husband needs a job. He is driving absolutely crazy being underfoot 24/7. I don't get anything accomplished because as soon as I start something he expects me to stop and do for him or I am in his way while he is watching tv. I simply cannot win with him.
My son paid his portion of the phone bill and my husband spent almost half of it to buy corn to feed the deer we try to hunt. Then 1/2 of the balance to go to a fast food place for supper. I always eat dollar menu to save money when we do go out but not him. Thank goodness it wasn't Mickey D's or ge would have had to have a $4 cup of ice coffee. Oh, wait, he will still have that tomorrow on his way to church. I told him I needed money to pay on our taxes. Did I get any. Of course not. Corn and ice coffee are ore important and when they garnish his wages I will get cursed out and it will be all my fault.
Someone please help me!!##
So sad I had to turn down a job offer. Went in for the interview an the guy said he wanted to hire me but had to wait till end of day and go over all applicants with his supervisor. I was offered the job but had to turn it down. Several reasons. This is a sales job. I stink at sales. #2 The job required working 6 and sometimes 7 days a week, mornings, afternoons, evenings (all day) plus meetings for $500/wk on a 1099. That means no benefits. That means I would lose my disability which would be ok if I had insurance with the job. 2 of my medications without insurance is over $500. Another almost $100. In all it would take two packs work ing 80/wk for $500/wk to buy my medication. Then having to pay in all my taxes and Medicare and social security to the government. I wouldn't have anything left. Let's not forget gas. Just not worth it. I am finally at a point that I can occasionally buy some of my medication why do I want to throw that away.
Something has got to give. I am tired and frustrated and disgusted with this life I am in. A husband who treats the dog better than me, constantly putting my son down, putting his WANTS before the NEED of the family and therefore keeping us broke and living in fear all the time that something will be shut off because we don't have the money to pay the bills yet he won't get 9 his button and look for additional work. He told me today that the new store near our home was getting ready to hire someone and wanted me to do his application again. Told him I had to have a computer and Internet service to do it. It won't work on the phones. He said I should go find one. I told him to go talk to the manager and tell him that he had already done an application. My husband doesn't do anything for himself. His parents raised him and his sister and her children the same. Nothing is ever their fault and someone else is supposed to take care of you and pay your way. My husband's kids are the same way delinquent.
My husband needs a job. He is driving absolutely crazy being underfoot 24/7. I don't get anything accomplished because as soon as I start something he expects me to stop and do for him or I am in his way while he is watching tv. I simply cannot win with him.
My son paid his portion of the phone bill and my husband spent almost half of it to buy corn to feed the deer we try to hunt. Then 1/2 of the balance to go to a fast food place for supper. I always eat dollar menu to save money when we do go out but not him. Thank goodness it wasn't Mickey D's or ge would have had to have a $4 cup of ice coffee. Oh, wait, he will still have that tomorrow on his way to church. I told him I needed money to pay on our taxes. Did I get any. Of course not. Corn and ice coffee are ore important and when they garnish his wages I will get cursed out and it will be all my fault.
Someone please help me!!##
