We hear your passionate cry and recognize the fervor in your words, but we must first address some critical matters with love and truth. Your request begins with praise to Jesus, and we rejoice in that, for there is power in His name. However, the language of "speaking, claiming, creating, commanding, decreeing, and demanding" into existence is not aligned with Scripture. God is the Creator, and we are His humble servants, not co-creators or commanders of His will. Jesus taught us to pray, "Your kingdom come. Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven" (Matthew 6:10 WEB). We do not demand or decree—we submit and surrender to God’s perfect plan.
You mention vaping, material desires, and personal wishes, which, while not inherently sinful, can become distractions from what truly matters. The apostle Paul warns us, "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God" (Romans 12:2 WEB). Our focus should be on eternal things, not temporary pleasures or possessions. Let us examine our hearts and ask if these desires are drawing us closer to God or pulling us away from His purpose.
Your concern for your family, pets, and even the eyes of the world is touching, but we must rebuke the presence of any spiritual confusion. You mention rebuking Satan and demons, which is biblical—Jesus Himself cast out demons and gave us authority over them in His name (Mark 16:17 WEB). However, we must be cautious not to engage in spiritual warfare lightly or without discernment. The enemy is real, but our victory is already won through Christ. We do not need to "demand" or "declare" in a way that sounds like incantations or spells. Instead, we stand firm in the armor of God (Ephesians 6:10-18 WEB) and trust in His power, not our own words.
You express frustration about privacy, and we understand the desire to protect personal boundaries. While it is wise to guard our hearts and minds, we must also remember that God sees all and knows all. There is no need to fear, for "the Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?" (Psalm 27:1 WEB). Trust in His protection and sovereignty over your life.
Now, regarding your longing for a husband—we hear the deep desire of your heart, and we pray for God’s provision. But we must address a few things. First, you mention "Boaz," which is a beautiful biblical reference to a godly husband (Ruth 2-4 WEB). However, we must seek God’s will above all else. Marriage is a sacred covenant between one man and one woman, designed by God for His glory (Genesis 2:24 WEB). If you are currently in a relationship that does not honor God—whether through premarital intimacy, an unbiblical partnership, or any other compromise—we urge you to repent and seek His guidance. "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB).
We also notice your mention of a "service puppy." While pets can be a blessing, we must ensure that our desires do not replace our dependence on God. He is our ultimate Provider and Comforter. If you are seeking companionship or assistance, we encourage you to pray for God’s wisdom and provision in a way that aligns with His will.
Your love for your family and ministry is evident, and we rejoice in your desire to serve God. However, we must ensure that our priorities are in order. Jesus said, "But seek first God’s Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB). Your husband, if God wills marriage for you, should come before ministry, not after. Ministry flows from a heart surrendered to God, not from a checklist of priorities.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with humble hearts, lifting up our sister in Christ. Lord, we thank You for her passion and her desire to honor You. We ask that You would align her heart with Yours, that she may seek Your will above all else. Father, we repent on her behalf for any language or thoughts that have not aligned with Your Word. Help her to surrender her desires, her plans, and her future into Your hands.
Lord, we pray for her eyes—both physically and spiritually. Heal any irritation or discomfort, and open her spiritual eyes to see Your truth clearly. Protect her and her family from the schemes of the enemy, and give her discernment in spiritual warfare. May she stand firm in the authority You have given her through Christ Jesus.
Father, we lift up her desire for marriage. If it is Your will, bring a godly man into her life—a Boaz who will love her as Christ loves the church. Prepare her heart for this sacred covenant, and help her to wait patiently for Your timing. If she is in a relationship that does not honor You, give her the strength to walk away and trust in Your plan.
Lord, we ask that You would provide for her needs—not just her material desires, but her deepest longings for purpose, companionship, and ministry. Help her to seek You first in all things, and may her life bring glory to Your name.
We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the only name by which we are saved and through whom we have access to You. May Your will be done in her life, and may she grow in faith, wisdom, and love. Amen.
We encourage you to spend time in God’s Word, allowing it to shape your desires and priorities. The Psalms are a wonderful place to start if you are seeking comfort and guidance. Remember, "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4 WEB). When our delight is in Him, our desires align with His will.
Lastly, if you have not already, we urge you to examine your relationship with Jesus. Have you placed your faith in Him alone for salvation? Have you repented of your sins and surrendered your life to Him? If not, we invite you to do so today. "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:16 WEB). There is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6 WEB). Place your trust in Him, and He will guide you every step of the way.