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Heidi
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Heavenly father, Thank you, Thank you for me being on my best behavior while Brian has been home this last 10 days. Thank you for taking the anger away from me Lord. Brian is still wanting the divorce. Stil feels that he has to do that. I pray that you take those strongholds away from him. The enemy has had such strongholds on brian. We have gotten along, no fighting. I have gone out of my way to be nice to him. We get to have regular conversations, even tho its not about our pending divorce. You have given me such patience Lord, I know I still have alot to learn. I wouldnt have made it through these days without you Lord. I know you have my best interest at heart. I have come to acceptence, If i have to lose everything that is dear to me. You still have my best interest at heart, because you love me unconditionally. Thank you Jesus. I feel that love.
I pray that you continue to fill me with the holy spirit, to keep me calm through this storm. I dont want false hope from Brian. I feel his niceness is giving me false hope Lord. I'm scared of getting my heart broken. I know Brian is in your hands Lord, for that I thank you. His heart, I can't fix. Only you can turn that heart of stone into flesh. I pray that you do turn his heart of stone into a heart of flesh. I pray that I put on the armor of God everyday to fight this enemy attack. In Jesus Name, amen
I pray that you continue to fill me with the holy spirit, to keep me calm through this storm. I dont want false hope from Brian. I feel his niceness is giving me false hope Lord. I'm scared of getting my heart broken. I know Brian is in your hands Lord, for that I thank you. His heart, I can't fix. Only you can turn that heart of stone into flesh. I pray that you do turn his heart of stone into a heart of flesh. I pray that I put on the armor of God everyday to fight this enemy attack. In Jesus Name, amen