ITryMyBest
Humble Prayer Warrior
Hello God,
I want to thank you for your so many blessings you've given me lately. Business is going very well, the new car... the new insights into life.
My dating / love life is dead though... I am SO lonely. My wife, I've tried and tried with her... I've done everything for her, and she does nothing for me but take, and even backstab me with another man.
I go out, and I don't meet women like I'd like to. I don't even have one woman I can talk to on the phone, not even as a friend. At a party last night, everyone was having fun, all the women were dancing with all the guys, and I felt like such an outsider... I was turned down hard by a beautiful girl, and then she went and danced with other guys right in front of me... makes me feel so less than... like there's something wrong with me....
God, I know I ask a lot. I thank you in my mind, but I never come back on here to thank you. You helped with the immigration interview, business is lovely... but this part of my life... I need some guidance, strength, direction and blessings please.
Not sure if I want to date (feel like I've lacked in that area for SO long), or just find that one perfect person... please help me. I'm painfully lonely.
Today was thinking how peaceful it'd be if I died... I know it's lack of sleep and a sad day (mother's day, without mom in town, and wife isn't around)... but that shows me how low I feel..
Please help me get my "mojo" back, if you will, God... sorry, this might sound so shallow... but it feels serious to me.
Love you, God. Thank you for everything.
Amen
I want to thank you for your so many blessings you've given me lately. Business is going very well, the new car... the new insights into life.
My dating / love life is dead though... I am SO lonely. My wife, I've tried and tried with her... I've done everything for her, and she does nothing for me but take, and even backstab me with another man.
I go out, and I don't meet women like I'd like to. I don't even have one woman I can talk to on the phone, not even as a friend. At a party last night, everyone was having fun, all the women were dancing with all the guys, and I felt like such an outsider... I was turned down hard by a beautiful girl, and then she went and danced with other guys right in front of me... makes me feel so less than... like there's something wrong with me....
God, I know I ask a lot. I thank you in my mind, but I never come back on here to thank you. You helped with the immigration interview, business is lovely... but this part of my life... I need some guidance, strength, direction and blessings please.
Not sure if I want to date (feel like I've lacked in that area for SO long), or just find that one perfect person... please help me. I'm painfully lonely.
Today was thinking how peaceful it'd be if I died... I know it's lack of sleep and a sad day (mother's day, without mom in town, and wife isn't around)... but that shows me how low I feel..
Please help me get my "mojo" back, if you will, God... sorry, this might sound so shallow... but it feels serious to me.
Love you, God. Thank you for everything.
Amen