BABWPrincess
Disciple of Prayer
Back in May, I was promised a full-time teaching job at the preschool I substitute taught at for this school year & was told I'd get a call in mid June to let me know which class I had. Mid-July rolled around & I hadn't heard anything, so I texted my boss. She texted back & said both available positions went to other people. I reminded her that she promised one to me, I was the only sub with a teaching degree, I was often referred to at work as "The Toddler Whisperer," & all the regular teachers had requested me. She didn't have an answer, just kind of talked in circles & laughed it off. (This story continues & gets worse over the next few months, but I won't get into that. Pray for my former boss though.) In my car that night, I was crying & praying, when I heard the audible voice of God saying, "Now's the time! Now's the time to do what you've always wanted to do & move to (the place I've always dreamed of moving to)!" Honestly, it was always in my plan to move there one day, but I didn't know when. There was always a sick relative, someone I didn't want to leave, a job, something holding me back. Now, for the first time, I feel like everything actually is aligned! All I'd be leaving behind is my parents (who will move too when my dad retires very soon), my bestie (who is supportive & will visit), & my uncle, aunt, & cousin. The journey of looking for a job there has been long & arduous! I've looked at performing jobs (I'm a singer/actress), but they all require an additional full-time job to live on. They're just considered extra income jobs. I've tried preschools, retail management, secretarial work, jobs at my favorite entertainment complex, hospitality, but everything has low pay, high requirements, or too many applicants (or a combination)! I thought elementary school teachers didn't get paid enough there to afford an apartment on a single salary, but then I realized I was only looking at 1 of the many school districts in the area. Most pay decently, & that's where my heart truly is! I went out & took a ton of tests to reactivate my expired teaching license & have been applying to jobs in about 5 or 6 school districts. The problem is, it's the middle of the school year, so not much is open. I had an interview today for a position that would be beyond perfect for me! 8 other people are interviewing between today & Monday. They said we would all get calls before the end of next week either way letting us know if we got it or not, which I truly appreciate! I know that my teaching license is still pending & I live in a different state (apartments won't let you move in without proof of local income), but no one wants this job more than I do! I poured my heart out to them today, showing them a level of passion for children, teaching, & the area I doubt they'll see in the other candidates. I told them what this would mean to me, which honestly, is more than any words could ever express! I hope they take that into consideration! I've been praying all this time that God will lead me to the right job & that I'll get it, soon, but in His timing! I added that I please not get a false sense of "guaranteed" hope from a job that's not meant to be. I added that to my regular prayers because I have had SEVERAL employers already either offer me a job but then tell me the description or pay was very different than the posting or they would tell me I had the job & they needed to get back with me on when to start or other specifics and I would hear nothing until a week or 2 later when I'd get a generic rejection email. I'm asking y'all to please pray that if this incredible job be God's will for my life, that they will pick me for it & get back with me in a timely & polite manner about it. Pray that the travel, the moving process, & the job transition will go well. Pray that if this isn't the job for me, I'll find that right job for me soon & that whoever gets this job will succeed at it! Thank you! Also, I plan to start the process to adopt a baby after I'm there for 6 months (the legal amount of time you have to be a state resident first), as I've felt like a childless mother for all 39 years of my life, so please pray for that process as well! Pray for the birth mom, the baby, the doctors, the nurses, the facilitators, everyone! Thank you!
