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Angelprettyboy
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I have been a victim of people looking at my life and saying bad things, hurting me until one day every day they started. My mother had passed away, and the family and friends took my materialistic side, style, thoughts, ideas, style of living, the way I talk, even education. They did everything I needed. The most powerful thing ever, I want to do exactly what they did to me to them just to get my life and my son's life back, Lord. I need your love and strength. Anything wrong again if you gave me this life and how I live, I know it is wrong, but what did I do, Lord, for them to take my life and live it right in front of my face? Lord, I loved my life and been good to all around me. Please, I am willing never to do you help me get my life back from them all, mostly family. Time has passed, I am getting older. My ideas on wedding, family, children, my future husband, all my new and old friends, the new house, the love, my jewelry, looks, clothes, cell phone, my whole life, photogenic. I was I don't smile anymore, my family small. Please help me get it all back. What can I do? Please forgive me for whatever I did for people I love to take my mother's and my life and son's away, forcing us overweight when we were not being short when we are tall, being beautiful. They took your power just to take my son's and mine and then they lied to protect it, even my education when I knew I tried to better my life back to its prestige life, and every time I worked it back up naturally, they took it again. Please stop them, Lord. I know you are strong. I am ready for remarriage, children, lots of them, our home, everything I was meant to be before the doors open for the family I thought loved me were envious of my life, tear into it and take it. Please let me be the beautiful mother, educated, stylish, God-loving daughter, mother, wife I was almost before they took it. Now years have passed by, they think it's normal and still afraid I will get my life back, but I have been so hurt to extreme that it made me humble enough not to want revenge. I just want what you, GOD, gave me in life to grow better, stronger, lovingly, and beautifully walk in the life meant for me and my son. HELP ME. I think Lord, you don't love me because won't they never get into heaven or die a happy person knowing what they have done. If you want me to, I will pray for them, but I beg you humbly, let me help me pray for me, my marriage, children, college, career, health, friendship, and the possessions of mine go to my son and more a child, LORD. They hurt me through the most precious thing, my mother, and life, money, beauty. Now protect him; it all goes to him, LORD. I am ready to embrace Lisa's and Hunter's life back and never speak of it again and live, but let them know my family and friends that hurt me I have it back, successful, beauty, education, travel, popularity, volunteer work, career, motherhood, marriage, and let them understand it was always mine and let them figure out it was meant to be my life, never theirs. AMEN. THERE LIFE, ESPECIALLY MY AUNT, WHEN IT'S MINE IS SHE LIVING THE LIFE OF HER RAISING RELIGION LIFE OR MY MOTHER'S MINE AND MY SON'S GET IT BACK TO ME. I WILL NEVER HURT THEM WHEN I GET IT BACK BUT EXPLAIN IN WHATEVER MANNER IS LOVING, CARING THAT IT IS NOT THE LIFE BORN to them by you, LORD. I QUICKLY, LORD, BLESS ME. WE WILL NOT BE HURTFUL WHEN GETTING IT BACK, LORD. BELIEVE ME, AMEN!!!!!!! HELP ME love again the smells of sunflowers, birds, butterfly's, men, all of the above. Love me again, LORD, through all this change for my life with you, my son's life with you, Lord, and help people understand it's me. Let my son grow to the strong man and help him be strong through the change that is positive and upbeat. He can do it. Let me watch him through my change as well as his with great beauty, life, love, and pose. The purpose of love and that my mother is talking with you looking over us. Help the soldiers, wars. I believe in you always, even through all of this. Love me, love Hunter like I know you always have, AMEN, LORD, ALL THAT IS AWESOME!
