Please don't end your life. God has plans for you; he will not leave you comfortless; he will come to you. Look up John 14:18. His word says, he will heal the brokenhearted (Luke 4:18). You are a child of God; he watches over you and keeps you safe, and he will come to you. Just call on him. Also, read Matthew 11:28... there is so much scripture I can throw at you, but the main thing is trust in the Lord for your thoughts are not his thoughts, nor your ways his ways, says the Lord (Isaiah 55:8). Be patient, and everything will turn around for the better; this I know. My daughter at the age of ### kinda went through the same thing. She is ### now and has 2 wonder boys and is happy. So if God can change things for her, he can do it for you. God bless, and I will keep you in my prayers.